Underage Thinking ...

2007-12-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hi. I know its been like freaking LIGHTYEARS since I last blogged (but whatever 'bout that) Hmm, let's see. The holidays started off meaningful and everything then december came and ruined it all. Well, okay, my laziness did (I'm only human and that's my saving grace :D) Yeap, so as you can probably see, I have not really spent the rest of my holidays MEANINGFULLY. Well, everyone besides me would term it that but I don't know. I did attempt to do lots of things (like actually study and do hw though a huge pile still remains) Ahh, bloody hell. I know that even if I went back umpteen times I would not spend my time in any other way. Ahh, and the new year's coming. I honestly don't know whether I wanna cry or laugh or scream. I mean, I wanna cry 'cos out with the laziness and in with the dilligence (I'm a born procrastinator ... so shoot me) I'm also excited 'cos I mean like come on, I'm in freaking SEC 4! Like dude, graduating year! Then I'm gonna go on to college and then university!! (Okay, not so fast) It'll be so freaking cool. But then again, I have to like go through A LOT to get through this year. I have to like get off my butt and actually do something (Okay, I know I come off like a total lazy fat assed loser but I'm sort of exaggerating ... well at least I'd like to think I am. It's just COMPLICATED) I've been on like AOL and MTV trying to find some nice new music and I took the quiz on AOL and one question was about which song is of the ultimate ANNOYANCE and like d-uh, I chose that CRANK DAT. OMG. I am seriously going to burn every single copy of that song and erase it from the face of earth. I can't stand it. I. Just. CANT!! Oh god, and my hands and feet ache terribly. I know this sounds really gay but I played twister yesterday and that's why the hands really hurt today (It's not that I'm not fit ... you just have to go through what I went through yesterday. It was BAD) My feet/heels/legs hurt 'cos I was dancing today. 'Cos we have to like come up with a dance for the orientation thingy next week and well, the dance is going on okay. But Ireally think I look like a homo doing some steps. It's not that I have anything against the dance moves ... it's just that I'm an inexperienced twit when it comes to dancing. I guess I don't mind freestyle :D ... well, maybe only when like the lights are dim and the mood is set. Then I can just let loooooose. Haha, okay not really ... but then who cares. The new rascal flatts sounds good and I saw Chase This Light at borders! :D Wokies, now I think I'm gonna like sleep 'cos I have to be in school at 6.45 tmr (I know, GAH. But it's only a day more ... so I'm gonna just grit my teeth and not be a brat) Off to get me some sleeeeeeeeeeep! Oh and to everyone out there: HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hope that everyone has a great year ahead of them. Okay, I'm gonna end this off in a light note (a simpsons quote, of course)

Homer: Weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel.
(Okay, totally random but cracks me up nonetheless)

2007-11-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Okay, totally been a long time but hey, at least I try :D Currently TOTALLY in love with bros and sis. Like OMG. I just can't get enough of Justin Walker's drugged up humour ... and so much more. Oh and Jordin's new single is out. Well, it's not new and technically its not her single ... but that's besides the point, right. Yeah, so it's really good. I don't know why Praba doesn't like it. But then the video sorta sucks 'cos they gave her like really little money to do it and everything. I mean like dude, she's the freaking AMERICAN IDOL. Sheesh 'em people. Yeap, so what's been going on. Nothing much, really. School's supposed to be over yet I still go there everyday and will continue until the end of november. Kinda sucks, right. Sheesh, when did I get this boring. DC and JEW have new albums out and Jordin's one is coming out on the 20th so I guess that's something to look forward to. Okay, maybe I'm not in the right state of mind right now so I'll just sign off or something. Just a post to show I'm actually alive and not shrinking and locking myself up in my little hole. Toodles.

2007-09-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

You know, it's a wonder how people can just change just like that in a matter of a few months. Totally weird, I know. Anyways, I'm currently really stressed about the finals. Think I can get an 8 for my L1R5? Quite an idealistic goal but hey,they say anything's possible ... then they also say 'anything that can go wrong will go wrong'. Great, back to square one. Oh well, check in with you on that in a month. Anyways, yesterday was quite okay. I mean, not THAT memorable, neither THAT unmemorable. But oh well, it did feel good to get away from the pressure for a while. Now I'm like seriously drained and everything but no, I cannot take afford to waste anymore time than I already did sleeping 'cos I have a mini-test tmr for geog, class test for emath and some stupid shit tamil drama thing. I mean, honestly some teachers don't have any sense of timing. The fyes are in like 4 days time and they still want us doing things which are TOTALLY not important or that's gonna help me in any way 10 years down the road. So tmr I'll have to come home at some ungodly late hour just 'cos of this shite. Oh and I'm falling in love with Please Resolve This all over again. Ahh, it's great being able to listen to it again. Oh GG's gonna preview on the 18th in Canada and 19th in the US! Like omg, I can't wait. But then, I live in freaking small Singapore which has VERY late satellite tansmissions. Ahh, just my luck.

i'm waking up at the start of the end of the world
but it's feeling just like every other morning before
now i wonder what my life is gonna mean if it's gone
...let's see how far we've come

So long.

2007-08-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

The exams are over and I'm glad that the stress that was hindering my sleep, making me mutter all my geog and bio stuff in my dreams is over. But, somehow, it doesn't feel right. Well, the person I used to know would be having fun like there was no tomorrow ... and I still thought that I was that person yesterday, until today of course. I guess I'm just currently freaked out that I'll get 50 and not even qualify for ITE from my O Level results. I mean, I just realise that it's intimidating and I don't know how people sit for their papers without like passing out or something. Oh and it doesn't help that I always end up royally screwing up my like major exams ... god knows why. And oh my god, just imagine ... when I get through these O Levels then I'll be headed for the A Levels and then I'll be in university. University life excites me but what if I end up getting into some crappy uni? God, what if I just like fail everything and end up with some horrible job, miles away from the desired forensics?! Okay, I feel like crying, now. Gosh, remind me again why I put myself through this? You'll probably be wanting to slam me or something (not like I give a shit) but hey, some people actually THINK about their future and how their gonna end up unlike the others who just live day by day (I trust your level of intelligence to figure out the INTELLECTUAL ones and the LOSERS) Okay, you know what, I'm seriously exhausted (and depressed) so I'll just leave it at this. And I'll make a dramatic exit by putting a kickass song before I go (discovered in GW)

http://www.youtube.com/v/hI3xly-Tasg
Effect gone but heck, kickass nonetheless.
Hope this doesn't get ruined by fakes singing it out loud. Yes, I'm bitter.

2007-08-06T21:50:00.001+08:00

Reading back a few posts and I just realised that I've lost all the meat and juice in it. Anyways, this week's gonna be good, man. Prabby-wabby's birthday is coming up and well, I'm gonna have a hell of a good time. Then again, the common tests are coming up too so this calls for extreme mugging. That doesn't sound too appealing, does it? Oh well, I'm gonna like SLOG like a and then, I'll just have the time of my life, man. Oh and I'm intending to go BALD. All thanks to the existence of Claudieeee (why her specifically I don't know but I have to blame someone for bullying my hair and she seems an easy target :D) Seriously, man. The hair's just gettin from bad to worst. Today I was having a bad hair day 'cos the wind just found joy in blowing in gusts in the direction I'm walking (Mental image: Priya B. walking forward and the wind is in her direction, boosting her speed of movement and also, screwing her hair up) Such a nigtmare, I know. Yeah so my hair was screwed the whole day and well, so was my brain. I don't know why but like after PE I started having this really bad headache and even felt quite nauseous, hence, my inability to concentrate in class (therefore, I was stoning/took this as an excuse and started to stone) So this pretty much sums up my whol day and well, I just realised that blogging about your day is the lamest thing anyone could ever do 'cos that's just stupid and not really worth it and also quite loseristic. Oh well, at least I do it in style. Haha, okay then. Till next time, peeps.

Truckenmiller, dude.
reminiscing the good 'ol times :D

2007-07-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

I know it's been a while but hey, rmb my live alternates between school and homework? Oh some exciting news: I started writing already! In my credits I'll just have to thank Mrs Gek for being the boost to get me started on it. Yeah so it's going on quite well though I'm just at the intro. Oh and I seriously have to be more active at FF!! Gosh, I feel so pathetic. Was watching TRL just now and guess who decided to pop by! AAR! Totally kick ass, man. They said they are currently working on some sick stuff ... totally pleased by that. Oh and Great Escape made it on the countdown already! The last I check they were still voting and well, it now has appeared on TRL for 6 days already. Yeap, good stuff. The OST for Volume 3 is seriously bugging me right now. I mean, I FLOVE all the pictures in it. Gosh, I can't wait to touch it, man (Okay, I know I'm weird but I get a kic out of stuff like these, okay?) I mean touch the INSIDE of it, I'm not that pathetic, okay? Yeah so today was SUCH a drag, seriously. I don't know why but I was like seriously tired and everything. Tamil totally made me sleep and hence I had to practically stone through the bio test (cool phrase, huh) But PE was fun ... ignoring the mud flinging (long story cut short: MUDDY GROUND) This week's seriously gonna suck. I mean, I have like tons of tests. God, does my life really revolve around tests and homework? 'Cos that sucks ... oh well, ya gotta do, whatcha gotta do (totally well said) My life sucks, boo-hoo but hey, there's like a whole big break next week 'cos of NDP! (I'm suddenly feeling patriotic, I woder why :D) Great, now I have something to look forward to. Woo-hoo, this freaking rocks. Okay then, toodles!

2007-07-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I just wanna say, HP'S OUT TMR!!!! Like omg, I totally can't wait but then again, I don't want it tmr 'cos that just means that it's over. And oh god, I have this thing called a sister living under the same roof as me and well, it's a given fact that she's more crazed then me soooo I have to wait before I read the book. The suspense will like totally kill me, man. Oh and Aish read the spoilers. Don't worry people, I don't know what it is and well, if you know me well enough you'll know that spoilers are simply the stupidest things ever created by mankind and well, I detest them to the maximum. Okay, let's just hope that nothing will happen to my Won-won (FYI, TOTALLY not a fan of Lavendar but the nic's sort of cute in a very Ron-ish way ... he blushes everytime its used. Hehe) Paddy seems to have convinced me that Ron will die 'cos according to her supposed theory, the best friends always die in the end and everything. Firstly, HP is not cliched and well, I totally refuse to ever thing about the fact of Ron losing his life. Like god, that's just so wrong. I'd be totally devastated if that happened ... Ronald Weasley will not let me down. Anyways, back to today. It was totally a TGIF! day and it was freaking funny. Lessons were spent taking pictures and basically we were all very distacted. Oh and then after school guess what happened? Went to Borders and well ... guess what?!?!?! ONE TREE HILL VOLUME 3 ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK IS IN FREAKING SINGAPORE! Omg, this TOTALLY rocks, man. Oh and I just noticed something funny. OTH VOL. 3 OST. God, the things lazybums come up with. Yeah so anyways I just realised that I have a test on Monday and I'm gonna be caught up reading HP. Well, you know what, SCREW SCHOOL and everything associated with it, man. It's the last HP book and a little sacrifice certainly will not harm. I shall justify my actions (though I know that it's totally unecessary for it) but you know, for all the mofos out there who are appaled by my actions I need to have a life, okay? I can't be sacrificing my everything just for bloody school 'cos that's just stupid. I'm fifteen and the last thing I should be caring about is school ... well, not really but it certainly isn't supposed to be the first thing I have to be caring about. God, I know that whole justifying thing is uncalled for but then, it's only right that I do (don't ask why, just live with that fact) Yeah so now let me just maybe do a little of studying though I'm supposed to be moody and emo and not talking to anyone (Don't ask about that too. Just some stupid feud over something which I honestly don't give a rat's ass about) So long.

2007-07-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

Friday started off as a great day, especially because I had the best night in years (FYI, when you're student in Singapore, this means more than 8 hours of sleep) Anyways, after school was over, I went to watch the HP movie. The company was good but the movie was some serious shite. I'm not kidding, it was that bad. Oh and I'm getting mixed up with the fifth book and the sixth book. Sorry folks, Won-Won doesn't come until the sixth book (my sincere apologies for letting people endure my complains about Ron and Lavender) But still, they like TOTALLY screwed the whole book up! The fight scene was the most idotic thing in the world. I mean, there were no flying brains and the order came MUCH too early. The fight scene at most lasted for like 10 minutes. I felt like it was just added as an afterthought. Oh and they didn't have any quidditch matches!! Whatever happened to 'Weasley is our king'?!?! Oh and Siruis dying was NOT sad at all ... this was the constipated scene, man. Daniel Radcliffe was shittified. During the hearing that Dumbledore came in lookin stressed. He's supposed to look calm and everything. Hermione is not supposed to like Hagrid's bro but in the movie she looked like she loved being with him. Ahhh, they also made Emma make Hermione look like a two-timing slut. I mean, they had scenes where Harry and Hermione looked so close and other scenes where Ron and Hermione look so close. Oh and they were on like a stripes mania. Rupert and Emma kept wearing striped shirts (they're going through the same 'ol phase I went through, I think) Anyways, Harry kissing Cho also sucked. Firstly, the kiss wasn't that long at all (Oh and Danny boy can't kiss for nuts) The movie was basically CRAP CRAP CRAP. It was just sooo sketchy. Bloody guy can't direct a movie for nuts. In conclusion, I feel that I can do a better movie than him. It didn't flow well at all. Oh and those who didn't read the book probably didn't get the movie. Like for example, the fact that Percy Weasley was there and stuff. Oh god, it's the worst movie I've ever seen in my whole entire life ... seriously, man. People out there, it's not worth the money but I understand that HP fans just have this need to watch the movies. Well, all I'm saying is go in there and expect something terribly horrible. Oh and bring tissues, you're gonna need it 'cos that's how much the movie sucked. Okay then, I have a lot more to say like how they didn't mention Hermione's SPEW and Ron's digust to that but I have to go. I'm having piano in a while.

6 MORE DAYS TO THE BOOK!
then we can find out who R.A.B is (though everyone says its Regulus Black)
and about Bellatrix
and about Harry and Lily's eyes
and more about the prophecy
and a lot more but then again, I'm running late

So long, my friends (this doesn't include the director of OotP or anyone who thinks the movie is in any form good)

2007-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Live Earth has been quite okay so far. Paolo hasn't performed yet, though. I HAVE to watch Paolo! IF I don't then I'll be one sad person. Anyways, so far they've shown the Australia and Tokyo shows. Australia was okay ... started off with people I didn't know. But, they were quite good ... then guess who decided to show her face? Missy Higgins! Like wooo-hoo :D Oh and some John Butler Trio performed and I really liked them ... they were cute and funny. Some new band performed in Antartica and they weren't that bad either. Well, when they were performing all I was thinking about was how they could take the cold. Like omg, I'd like totally freaking freeze out there. Now let's go on to the Tokyo line-up. OH MY FREAKING GOD. It's the worst thing on earth. I mean, the bands were so freaking lame and stupid. They're supposed to be saving earth, not killing it with those lame-ass things they label as music. SHEEESH. But, guess who saved the day? Linkin Park! They freaking rocked and it was nice listening to their old songs. So, in general, Live Earth has been bearable but I don't know if it was that memorable yet. I guess it'll be better once they go to London and Washington. The better line-ups are there (Paolo!) Okay, then, I'll just try to keep awake and wait anxiously for my beloved Paolo to finally sing his five songs :D I'll be like freaking high when I hear him, I tell you. God, I CAN'T WAIT!!! Anyways, I havne't been online much and I just remembered a certain offline message that I sent a few days ago. Oh god, this is not good. Should I go online and check what's the reply to it or something? Ahh., not now. Maybe later when I have more guts to go look at it. Okay then, let me jsut continue watching the concert and hope for mroe good music to enlighten me. Toodles!

P.S. People, music organisation is SUCH a pain in the ass (random but well, I just though you should know)

2007-07-07T11:21:00.001+08:00

I know I should have blogged about this like earlier. I mean, it's such good news. BUT, I had to study for my tests on friday and on friday when I came back home the wireless so happily decided to become screwed. Hence, the awful delay. Anyways, back to the news: DUSK AND SUMMER IS IN MY HANDS! I said it and yeah, like WOAH! Totally, man. Praba was also as excited as I was when I showed it to het but then, she gave me a look when I told her that I had already listened to their songs prior to owning the CD. I mean, I did have the songs before that ... well, not all. This was the deluxe edition (released May 22nd) and it has two live songs (I love live songs! :D) plus an extra song ... and I didn't have those so yeah. Anyways, just having the song is NOTHING like having the CD. Yeah and gits like Praba should understand that :D Oh and I was looking at all the albums released by DC and guess what?! They have an MTV Unplugged! I am so freaking getting that ... oh and the string quartet tribute to DC. Oh and maybe I might want the Piano Tibute to DC too. But I'll never get the Guitar Tribute to DC, man. It's quite annoying 'cos there's like drums there too. But the TQT is like totally cool. Okay, enough about that. How can I not thank the one and only who got me DC?! Thanks a bunch, Aish! I love it so much (like D-UH!) Okay, I know that this has been a short post. Well, just so you know, I wasn't even planning on posting anything today but then I realised that I just had to talk about the fact that I got the album that I had been yearning for. So just too bad ... oh and I bet Linda is like totally mad at me for not going online yesterday 'cos we were supposed to have our date at 9.
To Linda: I'm SOOOO sorry! My wireless was seriously screwed beyond screwed and so I just couldn't go online! It's not my fault ... oh and my phone battery was flat and I just didn't feel like tearing it away from my bag and charging it :D Oh and I lost the clas list though I doubt I even had one in the beginning. Soooo techinically I was just as good as being lost deep in the forest with no phone or wireless connection ... hence I can't be blamed? :(
Haha. Okay then, I guess I'll just go off and actually do some homework or something. Oh and catch Live Earth everybody! I saw the line-up for I think London's show and its freaking AWESOME! Paolo's gonna be there performing 5 songs ! Ahh, all hail Al Gore!

2007-07-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

I know this is not normal AT ALL for me but well, I attempted to do my work. I mentally prepared myself for it and was ready to face it (I sound like a kid going for her first kindergarten lesson or something. ANYWAYS) ... but, MLG is down. Do you have any idea how irritating that is? Very rarely do I actually want to do my homework and when times like that comes around, SOMETHING always goes wrong. This is unfair. Oh and I'm ignored on MSN whenever I'm scholarly and WANT to do my homework. This is UNFAIR. Yes, just plain U-N-F-A-I-R. Oh well, since I'm here I might as well tlak about some stuff. I suddenly have this urge to start writing. Well, not have diaries and talk about my nail polish colour and how my face felt hot when the guy at the mrt smiled at me that day. Like real stuff, no matter how random they can be. Stuff like photographs and music and even occasional stuff about god. I want to be able to express myself without fearing anyone judging me and making me feel out of place. I wanna have my freedom of speech and not have anyone tell me I'm just being stupid and that I'm a lost soul 'cos I'm a non-believer. I guess what Praba says is right, I do have a problem because I'm scared sometimes to say what I truly feel. I'm scared I might hurt other people's feelings so that's why sometimes I just give in to them. I just give up speaking for what I truly believe. I guess in ways like that you could say I'm just nice and sensitive ... or you could go a little further and say I'm a wimp or something. Anyways, right now I have no intention to do homework. I wanna feel like seeing the pictures Ruth took, I wanna see how alive they look. I wanna be able to look into their eyes and know what they're thinking. I know I'm sounding weirdly passionate about this but well, I just wanna see why Ruth, David, Myla and Pru find this a work or art and why the rest like Jane and Heliena and that stranger find it obscene. Ahhh. Oh well, I'll just go and read the acknowledgements part to see if I can dig out anything from it.

Oh well, I guess that'll remain a mystery and bug me ... until I find something else that will bug me and make me lose my precious sleep. Okay then, I guess I'm off. Wouldn't hurt to do some homework, too.

2007-07-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

For the most part when I'm in OTH fanfic I somehow ALWAYS go and reaed all those angsty stuff. I'm like totally attracted to Lucas angst. I don't know why and call me weird but well, that's how it goes. Anyways, sorry about the random start. Let's have something more ... un-random? (Ahhh, how original) Yeah so I'm currently obsessed with BLG and also, Class95. I TOTALLY agree, they have THE best mix. I'm totally tuning in to them for the rest of my live. I mean like come on, man. They are the first radio station to have 'With or Without You' and 'Little Wonders'. Well, when I'm listening anyways. But then, there's like exceptions for they had 'Beautiful Liar' on today and that just put me off. Well, it could have been worst 'cos they could have had AKON. Like ewwwww. Go ahead, you can totally diss me for not liking Akon but seriously, he's just revolting. Yeah, so there's Live Earth on this Saturday! Yes, the anticipated. Anyways, let me talk more about the book I was reading and describing about, yesterday. Well, somehow, I feel with Prudence (Firstly, cool name down there, right?) I mean, like Pru has issues with Myla, the bigger sister. Well, the whole issue of the big sister always telling off the younger one, saying stuff like "It's okay, I don't actually expect you to get it. Afterall, you are young and immature" is not foreign to me at all. I used to thrive in it. That's just bloody annoying so I do get how Pru is sometimes frustrated at how she is unable to prove to her sister that she was worth talking to. Well, the main thing is the response of the younger one once the big sis says something. If the response is something which the big sis is not happy with then she just walks off, talking about how dumb everyone is and stuff like that. Then the moment is gone ... because its not exactly often where the big sis comes and talks to the younger one. The younger sis finds speeches like these very precious for it doesn't exactly happen alot. It's like she's all eager and excited when the big sis FINALLY finds her worth to listen to something she says and so finds it a BIG letdown when she says something wrong ... 'cos the moment was gone. The perfect happy moment where they were together again. Then she feels mad at herself for not being able to understand it better ... she starts to belive what her sis says, that she's basically dumb and everything. It's actually something I was totally used to before. Credits to Praba, the one who used to be the ass of a big sister. But then I grew brains :D Well, to be more specific, let's just say that I started using my brain capacity. Yes, the story with a happy ending. Well, sort of twisted still but still hanging there. Oh and now I'm seriously yearning to start writing in my book. God, why can't I get this lazy butt of mine out of the house and get me those notebooks?!?! Sheeeesh. Oh and I thought of a nice beginning to it. How 'bout I being with 10 TOTALLY random facts about Priya B.? I think it sounds delicious ... don't ask me why 'delicious' but it just sounds that way. Don't you think? Yeah, anyways, let me just get back to the angsty Lucas fic (Maybe it has something to do with his brooding ... oh well, let me not analyse this any further :D) Toodles and hopefully tomorrow will turn out good! :D

2007-07-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

Hey, heard the news yet? Spice Girls is reuniting! Haha. I remember I liked Baby Spice. Well, I'm not too sure which one I liked but I guess if I watch the movie one more time then I will figure out my favourite spice (Why does that sound weird?) Wellll, yes, this is one of my dirty little secrets. I DO currently still have their movie ... but its hiding place remains a mystery. Actually, not really. I remember looking at it that day but it might have disappeared. I used to like totally love that movie, man. Oh they're reuniting 'cos of Live Earth. :D Okay, this post is not going to be entirely about the Spice Girls because that's just plain weird. Oh and my favourite song was Wannabe.

"If you wannabe my lover, you gotta get with my friends

Make it last forever, friendship never ends"

and then there's the oh-so-famous:

"I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really

Really really wanna zigazig ha"

Oh god, do I actually remember these stuff? Haha, it was a nice time in my life, okay. ANYWAYS, lets talk about something else. Friday began as a TGIF! thingy. I mean, the long weekend was too tempting. Yeah, then there was the O Level Oral which I might have just screwed up. I mean, my tamil isn't that good to begin with and my speaking is just HORRENDOUS. But, surprisingly, I thought it was okay. Yeah, so later on we went out for a bit and yeah, the company was good and DC was not available (Why am I not surprised? I've grown numb to people breaking this news to me) Yeah so basically friday was insightful and Ghost Whisperer was funny. That guy has to be like Casper, just a lot more punk-y (Now I totally make that word sound weird but wth) and jumpy :D Okay, so right now I'm reading a book and if you ask me to describe it in one word I'd have to go with radiant. I don't know why but maybe it has to do with the fact that its about pictures and stuff. Oh and the Times review of the HP movie: Jarringly awful.

^ Dan's acting part was expressed as this but well, the whole movie basically is gonna be like this. Why am I not in the least bit surprised? Oh well, CAN'T WAIT FOR JULY 21ST! Oh and just for the record, all you mofos out there who are more excited for the movie than the book, GO DISPOSE YOURSELF OFF THIS PLANET. Yeah, you heard me right ... it's just a disgrace to HP fans if you are more excited for the movie than the book.

ANYHOW, reviews for Transformers are sky-rocketing and SIMPSONS is coming soon! :D

written on: 1st July'07 but Priya B. was too lazy to post it ... until today, that is

2007-06-27T19:16:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm like TOTALLY falling HEAD OVER HEELS in love with OneRepublic. Ryan, Zach, Eddie, Brent and Drew: You guys FREAKING kick ass. Like TOTALLY. Oh and Rediscover and, as always, Maroon5 has been on replay too. Ahh, I will like totally die a happy person, man. Well, maybe I'll be sad about the fact that DC IS OUT OF STOCK IN SINGAPORE! I was like totally depressed yesterday when I came home but nvm, I'm over it already ... sort of. I really want it! I mean, I still need to blast my stolen. Anyways, I realised that it's okay if I don't get DC now 'cos the house's a mess anyways, so I can't exactly blast the music and be totally at ease with everything. Oh and guess what?!?! THE CAST FOR HEREOES IS FREAKING COMING TO SINGAPORE! Like OMG! Milo is coming? Oh and that kid! Oh and Transformers is out tmr! Shia and Josh, now that's something I like TOTALLY wouldn't want to miss. I mean like d-uh. Oh and just now I was practising for oral at home. Shocked, much? Like the first ever time I spoke tamil at home, man. I'm proud of myself. Oh and Praba said that I was quite good so that's something, too. Woo-hoo. Oh and I also realised that the 7th of July is NOT this coming Saturday soo, no Live Earth. That sucks, but nvm. Okies, right now I think I'll just spend my time foolishly. Haha, okay then I hope that everyone, Paddy especially, are a tad bit happier by the end of today. Omg, I sound like TOTALLY hyper and crazy ... it's quite scary. Anyways, I guess I'll just go now :D

I'm hanging by a moment for this ...

DC is total, extreme, kickass love

2007-06-24T17:29:00.000+08:00

First off, I have to say that life can sometimes be so unfair and pick on people unfairly. No this has nothing to do with the fact that tomorrow's gonna suck but it's something more serious. Damn, it sucks. Today is THE day. The day to finish up all the homeowork (or to actually start on them), to physically and mentally prepare yourself and to cherish the last few moments before it begins all over again. Yes, the holidays are over and I'm SOUR. I refuse to do anymore homework but goddamnit, I don't really have much of a choice. Anyways, I should update my list of the album necessity thingy. I have to add OneRepublic.

OneRepublic considers its music to be influenced by everyone from the Beatles to
U2, and anything in between. "We're no respector of genre," says frontman
Tedder, "If it's a good song or a good artist whether rock, pop, indie or hip
hop, they've probably influenced us on some level....nothing's new under the
sun, we're a sum of a bunch of parts." They aspire to move their listeners the
way Bono does onstage. “You go to a U2 concert and it's like church,” Tedder
says. “I'd love to make people feel like that. I don't want someone to just say,
‘Oh, he has a nice voice.' I want that person to walk away and feel like he or
she has had a religious experience.”

Oh and I have had Rediscover on replay for like forever. I realised that their genre can very well pass off for techno but it POWERPOP. I like that better :D Sorry, I'm like TOTALLY not a fan of techno. It's annoyingly chirpy. Oh god, I still have yet to complete a whole compre/summary thingy and have to do my Chem. homework. Like Oh.My.God. Oh well, I'm just gonna live through each day and just wait until the coming Saturday. Kickass bands and music for 24 hours, now that's what I'm talking about. Oh and the next week Monday is Youth Day!! This means, HOLIDAY! Woo-hoo. Oh and yesterday I was looking forward to the holidays that I'd be getting after my O Levels ... fine, there's still a long way to go but still ... it comforts me to think about stuff like that. Okay, right now I'm gonna finish up my homework. There's more to look forward to, too. Like THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!! Oh and the HP book!!!! Ahh, this makes me a ton happier. Okay, better start with my work! Toodles!

"I want to share something with you: The three little sentences that will get you through life. Number 1: Cover for me. Number 2: Oh, good idea, Boss! Number 3: It was like that when I got here. "

"Hey, this man is not breathing. Don't people usually breathe?"

I'm normally not a praying man, but if you're up there, please save me Superman!"

"I'm not a bad guy! I work hard, and I love my kids. So why should I spend half my Sunday hearing about how I'm going to Hell?"

By the one and only, Homer Simpson. With Love.

written on: 6/24/06 ... but never posted, god knows why

2007-06-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

I realised something, people. I was such a weird and cynical kid when I was young. I mean, it seemed like perfectly normal when I was young but now, thinking back, I'm actually quite shocked with what I used to do. It's like weird. Sheeeesh, wonder where I got that from. Anyways, I also made another discovery that I'm a PATHETIC rmun-er. Well, Paddy made me realise it. Well, you can't blame me for the fact that whenever we have gatherings I already have plans to go out and so I can't make it. Oh and I haven't been going online 'cos ever since obs, all I've been doing is sit in front of the TV and listen to music and go out. Fine, I suck. Well, fine I shall try to be more active, first joining the yahoo group :D Oh and oh god, I can't stop listening to Maroon5. Its freaking addictive. Adam, you horny and addictive man. Oh and yesterday was ice-skating day (Okay, right now I'm wondering whether I should put a '!' or a '.' I mean I had fun but I don't know if I wanna do it again so yeah ... forget it. It doesn't really matter now, right? Now that the bracket thingy is there a ending thingy is not needed ... Okay, am I really that weird?) Anyways, it was scary and the first time I fell it was bloody painful 'cos I think I sort of hit my spine. OUCH, I know. Yeah anyways, I think I did only about 5+ rounds and I stopped. It's not that I gave up it's just that I realised that I had more fun outside the ring than actually in it. Oh and there was this damned cool guy who could do all the cool stuff on ice. No fair but well, I enjoyed watching him do his thing. Oh and there was this other guy who was like 'I'll remember this day for the rest of my life'. Awww, right. I feel for him, though. I know I was being suck a killjoy for not skating but honestly, I had more fun watching than skating. Oh and I had this sudden urge to go bowling. It's been like a long time since I last bowled ... well, I think I did it once or twice this year. Can't really remember. Anyways, I wanna go bowling! People say I bowl professionally (Yes, my head is held high while saying this. Unfortunately, there's a BUT to this whole thing so yeah. So here goes...) BUT, the ball mostly goes into the gutter. My best game was my first one, where I like striked like it was going out of fashion. Yeah, that many. It's not that now I don't strike at all. It's just quite occasional. Oh and I realised that the holidays are like gonna be over and I did nothing about my list! Well, I found it and I guess that's something, right? Oh and I made a list on the EXTREME necessity album list. Well, necessity for now that is.

Dashboard Confessional - Dusk and Summer (It's the freaking first on the list. This is a MUST HAVE)

Altarmotive - What We Have Inside Of Us (Kickass!)

The Academy Is ... ?? (Still contemplating ... not too sure)

The Road Mix (Don't know if it's even out in S'pore ... highly doubt so and I keep forgetting to check! )

Jimmy Eat World (A true blue JEW fan has to at least have hardcover, original copies of the CDs, right? Well, that's my theory anyways)

La Rocca - the Truth (My fave indie band with rocking hits like Non-Believer and Sketches so like how the hell can I not get this album, right? Precisely)

Landon Pigg - LP (Ahh, my Landon Pigg :D)

Lifehouse - Who We Are (Do I actually have to say anything about this?)

Veronica Mars Soundtrack (VM Soundtrack has pumping songs :D)

Quietdrive - When All That's Left Is Me (This one is like D-UHHHH!!! I mean Truckenmiller for pete's sake!)

Right so all those out there who have yet to get me my bday present you are more than welcomed to put a smile on my face. Yes, a big white whole-hearted smile :D Haha, anyways, I just realised that it's Thursday and I haven't actually finished my homework. I totally recall like being SOO determined to finish my homework by the first week. Well, at least I was sort of prepared for this ... yes, a whole THREE WEEK DELAY. I bet Praba would be like traumatised if this even happens to her. She would actually be suicidal. Haha, well, that's Praba for you ... and that's Priya B for you too. Oh and the new version of All We Are is FREAKING good :D Okay, now I am dreading to go out. I wanna stay at home and do hw :D (Ahh, that's a first!)

Perfect ending to OTH. CODA song kicked ass.

2007-06-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

Yes, once again I haven't done anything productive today. Well, not really. I discovered a kickass band, sort of. Oh and then there's was the discovery of Lifehouse's new album and yes, I'm hanging by a moment waiting for it :D Anyways, I also discovered that Mae actually has an album and am reminded by the fact that I haven't gotten DC's album. God, when I get it the fist thing I'm gonna do is literally BLAST stolen on the music player. That will be the day, man. Oh and the MTV Movie Awards 20077 wasn't what I expected it to be. Well, Sarah Silverman was bloody annoying, for one thing. Oh and best kiss should have gone to Jude Law and Cameron Diaz! Not Borat! Sheeesh. But, the best will always be The Notebook. I still remember Gosling and McAdams receiving their awards, god ... it was good :D Haha, okay, 'nuff with that. Right now I'm not really in the mood for a class party and I know it's such a killjoy moment but hey, you can't blame my subconscious self, can you? Oh and guess what?!?! Today I saw New Shoes on MTV!!! But then the vid that they used was the US version, or the UK version ... I'm not too sure. Well, the other version is more kickass. This one's too ... literal. Serious, it gets quite annoying but I'll never get sick of my Paulo! Oh and this marks a new begining for MTV Asia. I hope they bring in more good music. I've had enough of Akon and stupid umbrellas, man. Why can't they have JEW?! Work ... my favee song. I mean, who the hell doesn't like that song, right? That's just humanly impossible. Okay, so right now I'll just get back to my FF world and be in denial reading Brucas fics ... as usual. Oh and I discovered a Spoilerholics thread! Like omg, what in the bloody hell has gotten into people? That's just crazy and nasty! Sheeeesh. Okay, haha sry. I'm a BIIIIG ANTI-spoiler person. Well, its only normal and sadly there are a number of weird people out there and I intend to keep my distance with them very evidently. Yes, so right now I'll just get back to FF. Till next time!

2007-06-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

NEWSFLASH! Priya B. is officially back and kicking ass, all over again. Yeap, I survived to tell my days of OBS so congratulate me, people. I never thought it was humanely possible for anyone, me especially, to say this but what the hell: I actually miss OBS! I mean, I seriously, it was fun and I guess I did learn from it. The company was good too, I never really knew those people in my watch and at the end of the five days I guess we were quite close 'cos of what we've been through together. Well, anyways, right now I'm just like catching up on my music. I mean like GOD! So many stuff has happened! Oh and then there's OTH. God, I swear season 4 was like a TOTAL daytime soap opera but hey, the season finale redeemed itself ... sort of. Oh and I sooooo love Chase! Now I can come out straight with my new love :D (It was complicated before ... LOOOONG story) Yeah so I've only like been gone for a few days and suddenly, when I come back, Sum 41 is back?! Wow, that's something. Anyways, it's not like I like them ... I only liked one song of Chuck :D Well, it is one of my all-time faves so yeah. Anyways, I have lots to catch up on, the TV beckons. So, toodles!

i said a hip hop the hippie the hippie
to the hip hip hop, a you dont stop
the rock it to the bang bang boogie say up jumped the boogie
to the rhythm of the boogie, the beat
^ And now you give me a look

2007-06-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm gonna make this post like really quick. I know, so then why do I bother wirting a post, right? Well, it could be the last time, considering the fact that I'm going for OBS tmr. Okay, I know that I'm overreacting. Oh well. Anyways, I've been stuck listening to Maroon5 (tracks 6 & 7 TOOOOOOTALY kicks ass. Well, the whole album does :D) ANNND been stuck listening to DC ... their Dusk and Summer album. Anyways, GAWWWD. Haha, I'm sort of scared for tmr ... and praba left today. Hope everything's fine for her! :D lovelove. Okay then, I have to go right now. Bye, wish me luck everyone! :D

[P.S. I love white roses and a nice mahogany coffin will be nice :D (Do they even have mahogany coffins?) Haha, jkjk. It'll be fun. Come on, its not like its gonna last my whole life, man. Bring it on, baby! :D]

2007-06-07T18:58:00.000+08:00

Is it not enough for you to be alive
Did you have to create god to survive
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state are lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

Does it make you feel much better
To stay unaware
Are you living for a heaven
That might not be there
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state are lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper
And now I'm sure that this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

This is all we haveand all we have is everywhere
This is all we have (Is it not enough for you) to be alive
And all we have is everywhere (to be alive)
This is all we haveand all we have is everywhere
This is all we have (Did you have to create god)
And all we have is everywhere (to survive)
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state of lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper
And now I'm sure that this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

I've been thinking about the supposed god lately. I mean, I just don't see how anyone can put so much faith into some guy and put him on a pedestal and like practically worship him. I mean, it's sort of a weird thing, if you ask me. People spend their whole life putting so much faith into this and some people go through so much pain and hardship all in the name of god ... but what happens if like they realise that it's all a hoax? That its not real and god never existed in the first place ... what will be their reaction? Well, I read about this somewhere and someone said that no matter what, god be true or not, in the end it will all be worth it. But is it really? I mean, its like a relationship ... you really put yourself out there and confide in this person (though he's invisible and will never reply back so its like your practically talking to the wall ... yet some people 'pour their hearts out' and somehow find it so meaningful ... weird concept to grasp, ain't it?) Then, you realise that there was never a thing called god and you realise that the history of it is just that some punks didn't have anything better to do and started creating this all in the name of a joke but then people started believing in them and so they decided to just leave it at that. Won't you feel like all wasted and find it stupid and stuff? Yeah so isn't it all better to aviod this or something? Well, it's not like I have a problem committing to someone (well, I don't exactly know yet, considering my measly age) It's just that in the real world, let's be practical. When you like get pregnant and are underaged will god tell you what to do? Well, no ... he won't be there to tell you what's right for you and your kid or some shit like that. You'll have to go through it yourself ... yeah, ALLLL by yourself. Or let's say you get convicted 'cos of drugs or soemthing will god be the one who helps to become a better person? No, he won't. You will have to be the one making decisions n what's good for you and if you make the wrong ones then too bad. You lose, that's all there is to it. So all I'm trying to say is that god isn't gonna be the one who tells you what to do and spoonfeeds you. In a world like this today, you have to be the one standing on your own two feet and surviving. You have to be the one picking yourself up when you fall down ... no one's gonna help you. In the end, it's all up to you the decisions you make in life and how you wanna live it so why believe in this god who doesn't exactly do anything? Think about this. If there really was a god then why does he make people suffer? Why did he create aids or poverty and kill thousands of people? Why are there people who don't know how to limit themselves and die 'cos of OD? Well, I think that I'm being practical in beliving what I believe 'cos I'm making a whole lost of sense and you might debate with me over this issue for years and we'll never really come to a conclusion. That's why this song is fantastic, in my opinion. This song makes a lot of sense. It's like telling people that we don't know if god or even the afterlife is true ... therefore, we should just bother about now and not about something we're uncertain about. That just makes life have a more deeper meaning to it. Yeah, makes a lot of sense, doesn't it? Think about it.

[P.S. This isn't like intending to offend anyone intentionally. Just a thought ... too bad of you don't like it (not meant in a rude way but you know what I mean)]

2007-06-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yes, I have been like TOTALLY uncontactable fo like the past few days ... and well, no, I wasn't like stranded at some godforsaken island in the middle of nowhere. Well, if I was then it is a TOTAL miracle, right? I mean, LOST has been going on for how many seasons already? Sheesh, what is up that man? Like EVERY episode some new problem crops up ... at this rate, their gonna like and die there and I'll be like 100 and the drama wouldn't have ended. Okay, I've like strayed too much from what I was going to say so let me just stop about this. Oh and let me get my bearings right ... ahh, yes. Anyways, well, I've been like going out and I have this thing of a sister who somehow just tells me who called me when I'm sleeping. Oh and did I mention that I'm like drunk whenever I sleep? Well, I am so technically you can't blame me if I didn't get back to you. Oh and today I went to the national library ... it was like really adrenalin rushing, sort of. Paba and I nearly got lost 'cos we got off at the wrong stop and my dad was somehow amused 'cos he was like 'how the hell do you get lost in SINGAPORE?!'. Well, there's always a first :D Haha. Anyways, when we went in we got into the lift and I was planning to go to like the 15th floor or some shit ... well, basically some floor to get to the books since the whole building was like 18 floors. Then, you wouldn't believe what happened ... that place has like EIGHTEEN floors and the books are all at the freaking BASEMENT. What shit. That was TOTALLY uncalled for ... we went all the way up and had to come down, with black faces of course. Moving on ... that place was like SOOO quiet! I was browsing through the books and was SCARED TO BREATHE. Weird, TOTALLY. It was like THAT quiet ... sheesh, what is up with people? It was freaky. Oh and a big fat, thick book decided to get away from my grasp and well, -THUMP! Yes, THUMP ... and guess who everybody started taking an interest to? I was freaked and tried to walk away with as much dignity as I could. Well, that was my oh-so-eventful day ... well, for the most part of it anyways. Had long convos with paddy and kiki and to paddy: Good luck! :D ... and to kiki: I love you! Get well soon and check your mail often!! Oh and I miss RMUN! AHHHH ... this is so sad. We are having a bbq on sunday and I have freaking OBS on mon! That is SOOO unfair ... I mean, I miss GA2! Though I wasn't much of a speaker ... well, I never actually went up and spoke (nerves can do that to you ...) Oh well, wish me luck for OBS, people. I'm really gonna need it ...

2007-06-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know it's been like AGES since I last posted but I've been busy. Yeah, anyways, today special mention goes out to KIKI! (Okay, I sound like I'm like some DJ or something) Anyways, Kiki, get well soon from that ass of a chicken pox! Okay, for some weird reason I'm thinking about Jordin singing 'Fighter' during the AI finale. ANYWAYS, yeah, you're gonna get though this crap and come hugging me on the first day of school :D Oh and btw, I haven't gotten your address yet ... heh. Anyways, RMUN has been fun although some people might think that I'm a mute or something 'cos I don't seem to be talking at all. Well, I guess its just the nerves or some shit like that. Which is soo pathetic, I know. Yeah so yesterday was D&D and it was FREAKING fun ... who knew Priya B could bust some moves, man. Haha ... I started off dancing like REALLY gay but then, I guess I sort of got into the mood (Haha ... doesn't sound so nice, right?) Oh and offline convos really made my days during RMUN. Thanks Aida! :D We shall have more music sessions. Yeah and next week we are having a G1 class party! Woo-hooooo. It's been a really long time, huh. I mean, we haven't met up at all this year. But it won't be as crazy 'cos many people won't really be coming. Oh and then there's the oh-so-great OBS ... which would take up like a freaking WEEK. God ... how the hell are we supposed to do our homework then? Well, who cares anyways, that can wait until the last day of the holidays :D Oh and then there's guides. I didn't really expect that. I mean, aren't you supposed to be like REALLLY responsible? Nevermind ... at least I should be glad that I have Amanda with me. Okay, you know what ... I shan't bother about all these stuff today. Today is my slacking day and I'm not gonna have anything totally ruin it. Yeah so back to listening to Marron5! Speaking of which, I officially declare Adam Levine a deprived, horny middle-aged man. Gosh, read the lyrics of the songs and you'll be like ... well, it's just really horny. But their album kicks ASS, man. My faves are track 6 & 7. Oh and I have a theory for him. With every major heartbreak, he wins yet another grammy. Sad but, oh well. Okay then, I guess I'm off. So long.

2007-05-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

Damn you, Logan Eckles. You disappoint me. Anyways, today's been fun with VM! Oh and did ya'll hear the great news?! Maroon5's new single shot right up from 64 to 1! I know, TOTALLY wicked! They beat Kelly Clarkson (random fact) Anyways, cna't wait for their album coming out on May 22nd! It's so totally gonna rock! Oh and I've finally summed up enough guts to read the HP book (such a disgrace, I know) I'm not that bad at all, only been a day and I'm half-way through already! Yeap and now I'm having a relly bad nervous breakdown. I mean, I don't wanna be upset and let down like I was during the common tests. I keep having dreams ... well, NIGHTMARES about my results. I mean, you don't expect me to be frolicking around after having a NIGHTMARE that I had 2.4/100 for my Physics, do ya? (I know, C-R-A-Z-Y!) Yeah so anyways that had ben bugging me all day long and keeping me from having the maximum fun that I wanted to have. But, then again, after a few seconds I forget about the fact that I even SAT for any exams so well, I guess everything will turn out right. Okies then, I shall dwelve into how much of an ass Ronald Weasley has been so far (damn you weasley!) Soo, till next time!

2007-05-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

Currently searching for the top 100 greatest hits of all times. I mean, if you haven't heard the best of the best/cream of the crop/ wdv the hell phrase which simply means DA BEST, then there's no point in your existence on planet earth, right? Yes, precisely my point. Anyways, kinda feeling proud 'cos The New Radicals is in it! (no shit, people! besides, I'm not entirely surprised ... they kick ass!) Oh and of course, Nirvana. Well, Maroon5's soon gonna be added into that list ... remember their jump from 64 to 1?! Man, was I stoked when I heard that news. Anyways, the album cover's REALLY good! Ahh, I totally can't wait to get it into my hands!! So excited. Oh, enough about that. Today was like really good 'cos we didn't really have lessons ... only both maths and geography, both lasting about only half an hour each. Oh and not to mention our 45 minute long recess today :D Oh and guess what's been on replay? DC. Ahh, life is good! But now I'm working on CrezMUN and its really sad ... well, the news that I'm learning with every link I press (it's about exploitation of women and children) Anyways, tomorrow I think I'll be having my SPA (do not be fooled by the name, it's called Science Practical Assesment and let me tell you, it's the TOTAL opposite of what you're probably thinking) Anyways, right now I guess I'll just not be attracted to this stupid com and do something about my practical tmr. I really don't want to bother about it but well, I have no choice ... oh well, it'll be over tmr! Besides, how bad can 2 hours be? (You know what, don't answer that ... I'll just bother about that tmr :D) So long, so long.

2007-05-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

I just finished my piano lessons and came back home, watched Supernatural yesterday and am currently watching tv. Yet, I still feel something missing. I don't know why but I somehow feel depressed ... sheeesh, blame those damn hormones from making me not enjoying my Saturday evening. Anyways, the teacher made me waste like go-knows-how-much on a stupid scales book. Damnit man, now I have another extra thing to practice. Oh and listening to Everything's Right and for the first time in my life, it's ANNOYING me. Sucky. Oh and I suddenly started liking Elvis Costello (random, I know but oh well) Ahh, now the kinda song I want comes on ... easy listening they say. Totally. Oh and I just got a TOTAL spoiler reading WIKIPEDIA. Sheeeesh, I was reading about Beav. (Casablanca). Anyways, I guess that aggravated me more. I just TOTALLY hate spoilers! I mean, who doesn't? Well, I know some people don't care but what's the fun in getting that adrenaline rush, waiting at the edge of your seat trying to figure out what happens, right? That's just so stupid (if you know the ending, that is) It TOTALLY ruins the mood. I just don't get how some people don't MIND it ... it's totally, utterly the most irritating pain-in-the-ass thing that was ever created by mankind. QD's podcasts are funnnny. Haha, totally leaves me laughing at the end. Truckenmiller, dude. Anyways, they also introduce wicked cool bands :D Waking Ashland, The Formats ... ahh, joy. Okay, right now it's 9.30 and I've yet to have dinner ... but I'm not really in the mood for food right now, though. Soo, I'll just forgo that and just laze around, watch a movie maybe. Then, I'm off to hit the sack! Have a great weekend everybody!

[P.S. I'm in the mood for Sheyl Crow (First Cut Is The Deepest, My Favourite Mistake) oh and Dixie Chicks (Not Ready to Make Nice) Damn them hormones, man]

2007-05-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

The best things in life can't be seen. That's why we close our eyes when we cry, kiss, and dream.

Dashboard's very theraputic. Anyways, I TOTALLY wasted my whole day today! I came home after school and like practically slept the whole day. Great ... oh and guess what. I'll be spending a SUNDAY and not to mention MOTHER'S DAY at my grandma's house. My life rocks, right. Sheeeesh ... and here I wanted to get a BREAK. Okay, nevermind about that. TGIF! So I shall not bother about anything else. Oh and I have yet to start writing the stuff for my thingy ... haha. Well, I have yet to go and get the notebook so yeah. Next week's the results! I'm sorta nervous 'cos I really studied this time, okay. I just hope that all went well and everything paid off! I feel dazed right now ... currently listening to Dashboard and I'm remembering that time when I was watching TRL, waiting for the video to be out. It was only this year, I think it was at night. Well, can't really remember. Oh and there's Supernatural on later tonight! Sam Winchester is freaking cute! :D I like him, ahh the rebel in him turns me on. Haha, stop scrunching up your faces people. Fine, I shall stop here. Okay then, I guess I'm off now! I shall read High Fidelity (gosh, I don't believe I've never read that book! It was in the bookcases for like FOREVER) I shall drown myself in Nick Hornby :D

And the picture frames are leaning down ...

2007-05-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Okay, today has been godsend. Something which I really needed after the endless hours of study. Well, I did sacrifice some sleep, okay. Now that's something to commend about. Yeah so today I came home and well, got into my im-so-dumb-i-just-keep-wanna-adding-things-to-my-list-of-stuff-which-i-wish-i-knew-sooner. Yes. I know its a lot to digest but well, too bad. So what did Miss-female version-of Albert Einstein do? Well, I used a really long scissors and was attempting to cut something which was quite hard and well, you know how it goes. Pressing so hard just until that thing just breaks into half and you feel content. Well, the thing I was cutting did manage to break into half ... and slice my finger off too. Okay, fine. I'm exaggerating (way to go, Sherlock) Anyways, it was really cool. Like first I had this burning feeling and then I realised that the end of the scissors actually cut my finger too ... it was quite deep and stuff. Yeah, anyways then I saw the pink flesh and THEN the pain started. When I saw the pores secreting BLOOD (I seriously put a lot of effort in studying for the exams, huh. Well, what can I say? It has definitely paid off) Yeah so basically then I was howling ... the rest is history. But, you know what sucks? That the some parts of the flesh which was exposed started getting back together. That kinda sucks. Okay, I thrive in showing off my injuries ... well, I've had so many and I thought, why not making something good out of them, right? Who knows, might earn some popularity points down there. Okay, fine. Enough with the stuff. It was stupid and painful and making me type slowly. God, how can I survive with this? I HAVE to add this to my list. Oh and I've made a resolution ... when I die this list shall be published to the whole world and this'll just help them cope better with their oh-so-torturous life. Well, I can guarantee that it will help people part of the Priya-generations A LOT. Probably not take off like 50 years off their lives. Yeah, that's a great idea. I shall start working on this book right now ... especially since the exams are over! Oh but then I'll have to dig up for my list (which I would do later or tmr) Then, I would buy myself a notebook and just write down everything, with personal experiences of course. Nothing's like a good-ol'-story about how Priya B screwed up, right? Anyways, right now I'm off listening to more Embrace (jamming it up gives you the best feeling in the world ... one word describes it all 'uplifting'. U-huh) So, off to my oh-so-wonderful life! (I know, you're life probably sucks 'cos you couldn't go to that Akon concert but oh well, get over it. Trust me on this one ... you'd probably look back five years down the road and go like, which loser is Akon?)

2007-05-05T12:12:00.000+08:00

Oh my god! This feels so surreal! TSQT on Daughtry?! You gotta be kidding me, man. That rocks! Travis' album is out too! My week has just gotten SLIGHTLY better. Still bumped out about my performance during the exams but you know what, so what? Priya B is definitely not gonna get pulled down by this. I seriously can't wait for the exams to be over! I can come home and like sleep and well, not be stressed. Well, it's not like I can't do it now but it's just SUICIDE. Actually, not really ... its just dangerous and I'm not willing to take that chance. Okay, let me think about the upcoming Chem. exam right now. How the hell d you do calculations using chemical equations? I saw the book it was honestly like some kind of ALIEN language. How the hell am I gonna scrape through Chem then? Oh and then there's Physics. The past-year papers are like SO hard ... I can totally predict my grade for Physics ... a big bold F9. Oh and I surprisingly passed my SS for like CA1! I'm so freaking proud of myself! I actually got a fifty-something. I mean like who knew, right? I got an F9 for the common test (I know, I suck. Like totally ... but hey, you're not supposed to do well in social studies, right? That's just weird. U-huh) Oh and I sorta did quite well for my Bio CA1 too. Considering again how badly I did during the common tests. My common tests really were that bad, huh. Oh well ... I just hope to make a comeback ... not a great one, just somewhat noticeable. U-huh. I'll be content with that. Okay, enough with that ... guess I'll try making it come alive by doing well for the rest of the rest of the exams. Soo ... my time to go then! Back to burying my head into them books ... joy.

2007-05-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, the past few days have been like shittified. I like totally screwed up my Bio and E Maths paper. Great, now I'd probably have to bid goodbye to any possibilities of getting any As. That FREAKING sucks ... I'll probably be the last one in my class and have to end up meeting the principal or something. Oh and CHRIS freaking GOT OUT! This is so unfair ... my week already sucks and Chris just had to go, right. SHEEEESH. This week has totally been hopeless ... oh and the suckiest thing is that I have more exams to go! I can't afford to think about this but it's sorta hard ... nvm. I'll just try to do well for the rest. You know for my Bio I realised that I wrote some STUPID answers ... like there was this question on asking why they grew algae in the space ship or some shit like that ... guess what I wrote? Well, I said that 'cos there's not enough space on earth. I know, way to go Miss Scholar. I still can't believe this ... I'm so freaking dumb. Well, I'll probably end up failing the whole exam so wdv. I don't care anymore. Currently watching Ellen (Just what I need right now ... I'm feeling too like DEPRESSED) Oh and guess what?! The Ataris' Welcome To The Night album is OUT!!! Yahoooo! Oh and so is the Cute Is What We Aim For album. Well, I don't really like LOVE them but they're okay. Oh and I seriously can't wait for Maroon5's new album to come out ... after the examsn, I soo gonna go get some cds. Oh and watch Spiderman! Haha, I'm more excited about the soundtrack though :D Oooo! Ellen show is, I just realised, the show just the day after the Grammys (2006)! DIXIE CHICKS!!!! They won like LOADS of awards ... omg, I love them. Oh and we're that backdated? Ahh, how sad. Well, I'm just gonna go on doing whatever it is that I'm planning to do ... (hopefully this involves something academically productive or smth like that) ... then I'll just watch Supoernatural and sleeeep! Wish me luck for the exams next week! Caio! Can't wait for Wednesday!

2007-04-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

Oh my gosh. Today was sorta bad. I mean, firstly, I totally SCREWED up my chemistry test. Oh and the thing is that it's not that I didn't know how to do it. I just like blanked out (is this what I get for studying so freaking hard for it?) SHEEEESH. Seriously, sometimes I even wonder why I bother. I mean, studying isn't the most important yet it's drillled into my head EVERY single day when I go to school. It's like a crime to not be revising every second of my life. My mid-yrs are coming and well, basically everything sucks. I don't wanna fail my physics test! I'm getting it back tomorrow and I just hoped that I passed with some decent grade. But, however, it seems impossible considering that a lot of people had totally flung it. Great, something to boost my confidence for the MYEs. I think that's their main goal, to totally slam us and knock the air out of us JUST before the MYEs. It's only like totally demoralising me ... oh and making me just give up. Sometimes I feel like just quitting school and becoming some cashier at some unknown place. LP boosts me up though. Listening to him is makes me calm and think that maybe there's a chance of me finding something good out of this all. I need to go to FF for my fix. Yes, my fix that keeps me sane ... that and music. Oh and I seriously can't wait for AI!!! The results show is gonna be SPECTACULAR! Like omg. The trailer always makes my heart skip a beat ... EVERYTIME and let me tell you, I keep seeing it everywhere. It gives me jitters ... gosh, it's gonna be great. I can feel it. Woah ... I think I might be left in tears at the end of it ... let's just hope its not a disappointment (well, how in the freaking world could it be, right?) I watched the Tyra Banks Show just now. Oh and OH MY GOD people called Tyra FAT. Just 'cos these critics are losing their appeal doesn't mean that they make a comeback on something DUMB. Tyra and fat don't go one bit. Sheeesh, what's wrong with these people. Oh and yes, being fat is not big deal. I feel that in Singapore weight is like a really huge thing. Majority people here are like thin, fit and small. Then there are the ones like me ... huge and curvy but I must admit, I'm not that unfit. I mean, I have my share of exercises, okay. Anyways, it's just quite annoying. Oh and in schools they single out people just for being fat and make them do extra exercises. Do they realise that it's only making them feel embarrassed and weird ... then what do they do? They starve themselves just to get that so called 'ideal' image. Besides, it's not 'cool' anymore ... so many people out there all look the same, thin and flat. Yes, that's the correct description. Well, you know what, I'm proud of being who I am. Screw you people who have a problem with that!

[P.S. I can't wait for Maroon5's new album to come out! That and spiderman 3(move and soundtrack)!! SP's new single is in it!!!]

2007-04-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

This song pretty much sums up everything. My mom is sad about her friend who just passed on. I hope I don't even have to go through that, man. I mean, though you gotta go when ya gota go, it's just hard I guess. Hope everything turns out right. Damnit, Priya B is getting all teary-eyed now. This song just reminds me that we all are mortal, that just sucks, ya know ... we all have to die and leave the ones that we love. This song is seriously sad and depressing, yet so beautiful ... he lead singer's not that bad looking too (Hey, needed something to cheer me up, okay?) Anyhow, I'm tired so night.

(P.S. I hope everything turns out right ... remember this people, life goes on ... ya just gotta be strong. It'll be fine soon ... you'll make it through no matter what)

2007-04-16T18:34:00.000+08:00

The weekend was quite bad, I must say. Oh and I officially declare that I'm the most reckless person that EVER, and I repeat that, EVER walked the planet. Yesterday, I happily cut off this bunch of my hair and now I look like some freaking alien with a bald patch. God, what is wrong with me? Oh and to make things worse, I cut my hand (Oh no, it's not like I'm suicidal or anything like that ... trust me, I'm totally happy-go-lucky. However, due to my clumsiness, I probably took away like half a decade of my own lifespan ... terrible, I know) Well, I went on a rampage 'cos I was intrigued by my sis' shaving blade thigny and happily shaved ... or should I be more detailed and say sloughed off a part of my skin. It was numb at first and then the pain started ... right, you don't want me to go into the details right now. You know, when I was young, my parents always told me to NEVER, EVER touch the hot iron. But did I listen to them? No, I was so intrigued by it and was wondering why in the freaking hell I was not allowed to touch it when its being used. So, I rebelled and the outcome? Me wailing hysterically 'cos my whole hand was red and I was in terrible pain. Oh and did I mention about the time when I tried to go down the flight of stairs on my bicycle? Damn, that day sucked. Oh and how about recently, when I was trying to do standing broad jump in the kitchen ... I got the wind knocked out of me. Oh and speaking of which, the five items. Firstly, I was not even CLOSE to being mentally perpared and then -BAM! It just hit me in the face that I had to do my five items ... 'cos usually its the first half of the class but ended up being the second last of the class. Damnit. Yeah so anyways, I practically ffailed most of them 'cos I was apparantly not doing it right. Damnit, seriously what's the big deal. Sheeeesh. Got totally pisssed ... I don't care anymore. I declare this: I can fail for all the bloody hell I care. I seriousseriously don't give a flying shit. It took off another five years of my life. Oh and great, I have work to do.. You know what, my life filled with lots of unecessary shits that I can't get rid of ... ahh, oh well, I just gotta do what I gotta do. Till next time.

2007-04-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know this is so weird but I have S Club 7 stuck in my head. Oh, don't let me start on how it got in ... I just randomly sang to Bring It All Back 'cos a picture of their concert came into my mind. Oh and they had a show, right? Ahh, the good 'ol times where I don't think the word 'tests' ever meant anything to me ... well, if I even knew they existed. But I wouldn't wanna be stuck back in that time where there was no OneRepulic and Altarmotive. Anyways, for like once in a REALLY long time, the person I wanted left on AI. So freaking happy about that ... but then, still mourning for Gina. You rock, girl ... ain't nothing gonna stop you from being a star :D Oh and covers are FUNNY. Like totally. I mean imagine this, SP doing Beyonce. Oh and Tyler! Firstly, he did Mario and then he did someone else ... I forgot who but it was TOTALLY funny ... I remember having a bad tummy ache from all the laughter. Oh and I like that song by The Who but then the beginning is too annoying ... the strings kill me, totally. Oh and who knew but Marilyn Manson did a cover on Highway to Hell. Oh and so did Busted but that's like no where near anything ... Marilyn's one was good too, though. Oh and finally got Holiday! Woooots. This reminds me of the time in One Tree Hill ... during the beach scene ... oh and Lucas trying to dance. That was funny. Seriously, Scotts and dancing never match. Not at all. Okay, so I had made a list on the things I wanted to do today and I guess I'm not that bad. At least I did something. Anyways, right now, I think I'll just go on to Chem. Yeap ... having that titration thingy. Oh and speaking of which, there's a band called The Pipettes. Weird? Yes. Okay then, I guess it's time I get off and do something close to productive? (Hey, it's worth a shot, okay? Have a little faith, man) So I guess that's a bye? Yeap. Oh and guess what, no guides from now till MYE! Time to start studying, man. Wish me luck! :D

Back with another one of those block rockin' beats.

2007-04-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

So today was bad, sorta. I didn't go to school 'cos I wasn't feeling too well. Yesterday was generally bad. Hmm, let me run it down with ya. I had PE and ran 2.4km and clocked in with my personal best. Then, of course, went round gloating until I realised that it was oh-so-normal (I don't do running, so kill me) Yeah so anyways, then I had guides and oh boy, I just realised that I have 4 tests to study for. Well, I studied for two but then I failed them. So this re-test is on Thursday for me ... it includes SOOO many stuff oh and did I mention about my geog test on that very same day? I know, what a coincidence. So I guess I'll be failing ... all over again (I like that. Added, just like an after-thought) Anyways, thsi is serious TORTURE! Ahhh. This week's like the most depressing week since the holidays ... ahhh, does it really kill to ask for more? Well, in my case, less. I want less homework, less tests and less of those insignificant things that will not help me in the future but I apparantly need them for admissions to JCs. Oh and I know that this is SOOO freaking late but GINA LEFT AI?!?!?! Like oh my freaking god. This is depressing ... sheeeesh. I should stop liking people. I'm starting to think that I'm the curse. Okay then, let's see how it goes if I totally LOVED Haley. Ugh. Why does everything have to turn out how I don't expect it to ... annoying. Right now, I really hate going to school. Why can't everything go back to last year or something ... where there wasn't much stress. Back when everything was normal ... is that just too much to ask for?

Well, I guess they don't say 'normal is the watchword' for nothing.

Quoting VM, damn that's wicked ;)

2007-04-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

Okay, apparantly they have this debate on some tamil show if we should even learn tamil. I'm not really gonna share my views right now 'cos I'm just drained from the day's events (Yes, visiting people is tiring. Especially if its those you seriously don't like and if they are sexists.) Okay, back to the point. Starting to like Paramore and damnit, I should start getting cds. Well, if I have the time to even go out and get some, that is. This week wasn't that good ... and I don't think the coming week is gonna be that great too. You know what, given the choice, I'd SOOO get the first flight out of Singapore and stay there for the rest of my life. Honestly. I need some freedom of speech ... I wanna be in a place where I can talk about anything I want (esp religion) and not get slammed by people telling me how immature I am (FYI to those people out there like this, questioning the existence of god and making a stand is actually a VERY mature thing to do) Ugh. It's just annoying. Oh and about mother tongue having MORAL VALUES. Pfffft. Give me a freaking break. Besides, who needs those so-called moral values anyways? I'm quite civil and decent ... oh and I'd lead a damned good life without my mother tongue too. Seriously, gimme a freaking BREAK. Oh and someone wrote in the forum about primary school not encouraging people to talk. Actually, it's not only primary school ... I think its the whole society in Singapore. I mean, they always talk about creative thinking and thinking out of the box but when someone starts talking about being agnostic and atheist and like mother tongue, for instance, people totally ignore them and say that they're talking rubbish. Thinking out of the box isn't only for maths, ya know. Oh and then there's the whole issue of 'going with the flow'. Well people, let me tell you something. You're damned flow is not gonna get you anywhere. You wanna start doing something productive with your life and have a sense of direction, then GET OUT OF THE FREAKING FLOW. Sheeeesh. Oh and now I don't get something. If a kid is born to a family of Hindhus or any other religion for that matter, why does he have to be a Hindhu or whatever? Why can't he make the choice for himself. Isn't like god a supposedly very important person of people's lives? So why can't they get to choose what they want? I don't get it ... I think its rather selfish that parents make their children follow their own interested religion. There's so many things that are annoying me right now. Damnit, I seriously need a punching bag. Make I should consider getting one. It'll help me vent my frustration. I didn't wanna address anything yet, in the end, I somehow did. Oh well. But seriously, people ... start getting a brain of yours. Well, that's it for now then, bye!

2007-04-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

So far so good
Stumble through life so complicated it's nearly impossible
And we lost our way like i knew we would
Keep it together somehow anyway
Woke up from an impossible dream
We talked and we spoke and we drank and we sang
And we danced and we live and we love and we give
And without question or faith then we fight till we hate
And we hope and we pray that this violence will fade
It's always the same it's the same life

Is it brilliant where you are
Where the lights are low
Is it brilliant where you are
Where the lights are
Where the lights are low
- David Usher

I cannot believe that the purpose of life is to be happy. I think the purpose of life is to be useful, to be responsible, to be compassionate. It is, above all to matter, to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you lived at all. -Leo Rosten

When you're fighting the current you forget how to live.
- Goo Goo Dolls

Even the fear of death is nothing compared to the fear of not having lived authentically and fully. -Frances Moore Lappe

Random quotes and lyrics. You could say I'm bored or you could say otherwise. Well, now my darned grandmother beckons. Wish me luck, people. (FYI, SOOO not a fan of her. I'm the most unfilial person that ever walked the planet. So shoot me.)

2007-04-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

WOOOO!
Altarmotive is out and oh my god it rocks. Okay, just listened to like a few of their songs but seriously, they freaking ROCK. Though, they are like a SERIOUS Christian Rock Band ... as they said, "We just want to share what God has done to us". Speaking of which, I was just reading some lyrics when they was this ad which was like freaky. Called some Atheist Millitia. Violent, I know. Sheeesh. I mean, I just I'm just sorta annoyed. Yeah, people do have different views and everything and well, personally I'm agnostic too. But the thing is that I know that I can definitely NOT change the world as much as I hate some people having OCDs on god. I know that and I think its about time people realise that too. A small fart is not going to change something which has supposedly been passed on for like milleniums. Okay, I sorta sound like I'm sitting on the fence but I mean, I'm just being LOGICAL. So just get over it and move on with life, will ya? Oh and speaking of violence, I just realised that Tamil movies SERIOUSLY encourage violence. I don't know about ya'll but I am coming to think that it's at a highly disturbing dose. Yesterday, my dad was watching something and I stayed there for like a few minutes and I got a freaking shock of my life. It's about some guy trying to show the people in India the corrupted government. Oh and he was trying to get all the people to confess what they did wrong by BEATING them up and making them confess in front of some people taping. Oh and this is not the first movie like that, there was one before this which was rather ... how shall I put this ... UNBECOMING too. It's just this guy going around killing everyone according to how hell punishes them (apparantly its like a book of punishments in hell ... how weird is that? It's like advertising ... "Choice 1: Getting fried alive. This is used for all those people who have been hot-tempered and we're gonna give you a taste of your own medicine by throwing you into a pot of hot oil ... werid? TOTALLY) Anyways, how is this a good movie and a supposed movie that OPENS EVERYBODY'S EYES. SHEEEEEEESH. Annoying ... okay, I'm know I'm just slamming but I just need to know this. How is this changing the world? Isn't it just telling everyone that violence is the best way to solve problems? Well, whatever happened to peaceful demonstrations? Okay, I know that this is an endless debate but why can't there be movies which have a different take on this ? We do need vareity, ya know.

So don't you turn away, please resolve this.

2007-04-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

Okay, today wasn't as expected. I just hope that it doesn't end as screwed as it started. Anyways, I realised this today. If everyone were to be a Goos fan, the world would be a better place. Yeah. Need to get recs. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM. Anyways, I don't think that OTH would be having a season 5. Not too upset, not too happy about neither am I too upset. I mean, it's become a freaking soap opera so that's probably a good thing. However, I just don't like things to end like that so yeah. Anyways, they have to end, right? Probably will end when they finish highschool and are going to college or they might do a fastforward and give it a happy ending. Oh and I hope that the pairings won't be screwed. Mark, I still hate you for making me miserable. Anyways, watching MTV is nice in the MORNING ... like in the wee hours of the morning. That's when all the good stuff comes out ... like Travis, Mika etc. Yeap. The rest of the day is filled with weird stuff that I totally hate. I only watch TRL but that disappoints me a little sometimes but wth ... I'm always up for newbie vids :D Oh and suddenly I'm finding Linkin Park quite nice. It might be due to my sucky start of the weekend but maybe I'm finding some meanings in their songs. But I still love their EP though. Anyways, suddenly there's an increase in entries for Brucas in FF. WOOTS!!! I'm TOTALLY enjoying it! Oh and Altarmotive ... on replay for like FOREVER. I seriously suffer from OCD when it comes to music. I was like HOOKED on it ... seriously man. Three days straight?! That's just like woah! Okay, I think I shall sign off for now. On to more maths and then my other homework! Oh and PB. Haha ... yeap ... haven't technically watched everything yet. Oh wells ... I still have time. Michael and Sara are getting into it now ... so I'm like totally one happy man. Okay then. Ciao!

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside
Everything means more now than
Words could explain

2007-04-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

OMG! The third soundtrack of OTH IS FREAKING OUT TODAY!!!! But, as usual, I probably won't get it after like an ETERNITY. Ugh. Nevermind. Besides, not like I have that much money anyways. But seriously, when it comes out in Singapore, I'll be the first one there to buy it! Omg. CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON ONE!!! AHHHH. Mark's speech was, as usual, really good so that just makes me wanna have the mix NOWWWW! Ahh. Okay, let me try googling it and try to fin out when it's out in Singapore. Gimme a sec. Okay, so far, not good. Nvm. I'll just continue trying. Hmm ... how about a new search engine? Yeap, that'll do. Oh god, PLEASE have something!! Okay, no luck. NOT ONE MENTION OF THE OTH SOUNDTRACK BY ANYBODY IN SINGAPORE?! Ahhhh. I can only figure out by going to Borders. Oh yeah ... good thing me, Paddy and Aish are having a threesome at borders (Haha. Okay, don't think grossly. It's total, pure, inncent fun :D) Anyways, on with the post. I seriously want that cd in my hands now! The album cover, artwork all look so darned pretty. Well, in the album cover Mouth and Rachel look a bit extra but the rest is ALL SO GOOD!!!

Maybe one of these songs will heal you someday. Or change your life. Or maybe this will simply be a soundtrack to your next road trip, with good friends and great music. And an open road. All good things ...
- Mark Schwahn

This is so depressing ... oh and I have a SS test tmr too. Great. AHHHH. I want THAT, NOW. Okay, fine. Let me stop being a whiny brat and just wait ... like those tigers preying on their targets. Then, I'll POUNCE when I get the chance (In their case, they'll look for the jugular vein, right?) Right. Set. I'l do just that and not irritate myself anymore. Wokies then. I'm off!

In my Life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
It's all the same
Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred
Heart in Hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same.

2007-04-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

Currently am seriously brain-dead after doing 3.3 of A Maths and then coming home like freaking late after CCA. Seriously, I can barely make it with the school workload and everything and CCA comes along. Do I look like a freaking super-woman? What's the point anyways. I seriously don't see any feasible aims in them. Anyways, today I realised that there are adults in the world who seriously don't have any brains. Well, I sorta realised this a long time ago but I mean, it's been in the dark for long. We SO don't learn mother tongue just 'cos some crappified moral values. I mean, that is seriously the dumbest thing I've possibly even heard in my life! If only I had the means to rebut (I couldn't 'cos I'll definitely NEVER make any substantial points with the tamil that I have) Whatever. This is just dumb. Just for the record, I'm only taking tamil 'cos I don't have a choice. Given the choice, I would rather drop the whol subject and just concentrate on the others. These extra burdens ain't worth my damned time. Ugh. This is just so damned annoying. My day totally sucked. We had a guides test and guess what. The passing mark for it was a 71.3% and if we decided to take it on thursday, it would be 85.1%. Okay. This is seriously something. Whatever happened to the nice number of 50%? Or rather, the LOGICAL one. Okay, you know what. Bottomline: Everything sucked shit today and I'm really annoyed that (a) I cannot debate in tamil, hence can't bring my VERY substantial points to unfortunate dimwits and (b) I have so many tests coming up and some of which, I shouldn't really be giving a damn about but apparantly, I HAVE to. That's it. Thank GOD for David Usher, Altarmotive and TSQT at times like these. I need to be drowned in the music to ignore all these stuff which totally make my life miserable. Why? I mean, I'm only fifteen! Why do I have to be so keen on just studying and basically not having a life ... not having any FREEDOM OF SPEECH. This is seriously a PAIN IN THE FREAKING ASS. Well, welcome to my life.

2007-04-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

Altarmotive recently completed production on their new CD, which is produced by Billy Buchanan, lead singer and bassist for the Elevate Records group Fusebox. The band is currently finalizing a deal with a Nashville-based label and a late summer release is anticipated. An official announcement is expected to be made in April.

OMG. I CAN'T WAIT!!! Butbutbut, I live in Singapore. Oh great, go me. Crap. Oh and JEW's latest album is also coming out soon. OTH Soundtrack too. Nvm. I'll first try getting all of JEWs cds and other stuff ... like Chris Tomlin. Oh and David Usher!

Pretty baby please don't cry wipe the guilt out from your eyes
Get yourself up off the bed
There's no one innocent here
The bodies glisten and they shine
Like the stars we're born to die
Like these roses we all fade

I'm counting the cars on the freeway below
Lost in the music all the foolishness of our lives
Speeding out of control
Lost in the music

Totally. Anyways, Maroon5's coming out too! :D Life is so beautiful! Haha. Anyways, back to FF. Oh and I just realised that the Veronica Mars that I saw was only Season1. Here I though it was all about Lily. Woots. More coming up! :D I love this. This reminds me of something

Everyday Is A Sunday Evening -The Blackouts (oh yeah. I need to get them too)

Wokies. Till next time!

2007-04-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

HOLY SHIT!!!! Currently watching Veronica Mars and OMG! I'm like dying here. Firstly, NONONO!!! DON'T KILL LOGAN ECKLES!!! HE IS FREAKING INNOCENT. To Logan: WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO YOURSELF?!?! To Veronica: Haven't you seen enough thrillers to know that there'll be guys at the back of your car at the night when you're at a very panicky mood?! OMG. This is weird and annoying ... AHHHHHH. Okay, everything is gonna be fine ... breathe in, breathe out. No, it isn't! Okay, not good to bring Joan of Arc in here ... esp. in the point of death. (Fire is BAD) I don't like like this at all. GOD HELP ME!!!! Okay, speaking of Joan ... it's okay. Ugh. OMG. Now Keith is here too ... NO!!! NOT HAPPENING. Okay, people who are actually reading this, this is what I'm going through as I watch the last 20 minutes or so of Veronica Mars ... the season finale. HOLY FREAKING SHIT! VERONICA IS IN THE BOX AND IT'S ON FIRE!!!!! NONONONONNO!!!!! SO NOT HAPPENING!!! OKAY, she's out. Now GET THE HELL OUTTA THERE!!!!! OKay, good to have dogs in cars. Yeah! Okay, now everything's fine. The ambulance are here. The police. And the Kane family. Everything's fine. Haha. WOAH!!! This so freaking rocks. Woo-hoo. Okay then. I'm leaving now. WOOTS. Everything's fine! :D

2007-04-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

Learning Festival yesterday was like boring. Nothing much, nothing less. I was like in a terrible mood 'cos some assholes were just yearning to piss me off. Yeah, anyways, yesterday was also good 'cos of Kiki! Yeap. Happy birthday! Yeah so later on I had my piano lessons and we all know what happened, right? (as usual, the pep talk to practise more) So ... that was my day and I was FREAKING tired at the end of it and slept straight from 10 to I-forgot-what-time. Yes. Then today, had my whole day planned out but then I don't really intend to follow it. Oh and Veronica Mars is on in about half and hour. It's the season finale and Lily Kane's murder is going to be talked about and last week, her mom came back so let's see how it goes. Oh and not to mention Logan Eckles and Duncan. Oh wells, in thirty minutes everything will be revealed. Finally. Oh and I just realised that Chris Tomlin's album is out in Singapore! I mean, like who the hell know, right? Woots. Can't wait to get my hands on those. Oh and NOFX is coming to Singapore. Like who knew. Not like I really like them ... so wtv. Okay, I just realised that jamming Altarmotive is damn nice. Oh and guess what ... today, at like 12 I realised that it was April the first. As in April Fools' Day April the first. Okay, I'm a total fool. Haha. Oh and my own mind deceived me today early in the morning. I was having a dream and in it, I was so convinced that tomorrow's gonna be a holiday and even when I woke up, I was still in a daze. Okay ... I didn't drink the night before so this means that I was just really tired. Yes, VERY. Anyways, I seriously need to go for some cd shopping. Firstly, therapy and secondly, I just need to look for stuff. Damnit, I love jamming songs. Okay, that was random. Anyways, time for some more jamming then Veronica Mars and then I'm just gonna spend my time carelessly (Wait till a teacher hears that. They'll gimme an in-school suspension for sure. Wth, right? I'm allowed to have resting time, people! It's not cursed so GET A FREAKING LIFE AND STOP TRYING TO MAKE MINE SUCK 'COS I DON'T WANT IT TO! woah. that felt good)I need to recuperate from yesterday. So, anyways, till next time! Oh and I just realised that I have to run 2.4 km tmr and also, have a test for guides. Great way to start my Monday, don't you think?

A million melodies accompany a thousand broken dreams

2007-03-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm sure all of you wanted to have talk shows of your own after watching like Oprah, Ellen (F-U-N-N-Y!), Tyra and yeah, peeps like them who are so darned rich and have a lot of time at hand, basically. Well, I sooo wanna have one! Mine shall be the 'Priya freaking B show'. Yeah ... that'll be cool. Then I can like ... have my own thing. Like, for example, Ellen dances ... Tyra has her walk ... Oprah has that prescence. Now, what shall I have that stands out? Oh, I know! I have that HAIR! Totally, okay. Like omg ... I'll be THE NEXT THING! Then will come a period where NATURAL big hair will be worshipped, baby. Yeah, that'd be the day. Okay, enough with the hair and everything already. Now let's talk about some stuff which will be happening MUCH sooner than my talk shows. Yes, you're spot on. KIKI'S birthday. Like OMG. I'm seriously freaking out! I mean, I'm the most fickle-minded twit there ever is on the planet and I haven't really done anything? BLOODY HELL. Like totally 'so-much-to-do-so-little-time' moment! (FYI, it TOTALLY sucks!) Oh and nvm. I have Mika to cool me down. Oh and I also have the Veronica Mars theme song stuck in my head. I realised that not many people watch Veronica Mars ... oh and lots of other stuff. Actually, that's not that pathetic ... it's worst if you don't watch Malcolm in the Middle or The Simpsons. Yes. Okay, note this: If, when you haven't watched the shows in the sentence before, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, MAN?! DUDE, SERIOUSLY. GET A FREAKING LIFE! Oh and I have Love Today stuck in my head too. Wokies. Let me get back brainstorming about Keeeek's thingys. Alrighty, peeps ... wish me luck!

2007-03-25T19:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, MIKA FREAKING KICKS ASSSSS! Dude, he just SLAMMED everyone! OMG. Happy Ending is probably the BEST.SONG.EVER. I mean, like SERIOUSLY. I'm not kidding. I mean, imagine this a whole freaking choir singing with Mika. LIKE OMG! The part where all of them sing is just AWESOME. I'm still in awe ... it was like SO good. I nearly CRIED. It's like the ultimatum of music. LIKE OH MY FREAKING GOD. The best song of the century, I'd say. Confidently, at that. If only I can actually catch that song in live ... I'd seriously die a happy man. Yeah, I'd die a VERY contented man. Can you actualy believe that? All you mofos out there, THIS is what I call GOOD music, man. Not the voice that can't even carry a tune for nuts and just jamming the guitar, oh and slamming it in the end. Listen to this, man. You're gonna be crawling back into your shit-hole and never even wanting to come back 'cos you'll be goddamned EMBARRASSED. Okay, my OCD is kicking in. Been listening to that song since like forever. 'Bout time we got stuff like that. Seriously ... haha. I sound funny. It's like I've never heard a darned freaking song before but seriously. Oh and people are saying that Mika is like copying Freddie Mercury and Queen. Well, he was INSPIRED by them you doofuses. Check the dictionary for the meaning you no good dimwits. Besides, if you ask me ... I prefer Mika. I don't really remember being this in awe of either of their songs (referring to Freddie and Queen). Mika, you're gonna do GREAT. You're gonna be a freaking legend, I tell you. If only, man ... I really want to catch that performance LIVE ... that's my only wish.

This is the way you left me,I’m not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending

This is the way that we love,
Like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together
^ Just the emotions here is enough to make you go on a rollercoaster ride, man. Haha, like Simon will say, THIS is the song to beat. (he says person, I sorta changed it but in the end, it's the whole emphasis that actually counts)

Okay then, I'll just continue with listening to this song, then I'll watch GA at 9, followed by Ugly Betty at 10 oh and ANTM CYCLE 7 at 11!!! OMG! It's like FINALLY ON!!! But then, they didn't make a big deal out of it ... like WHAT THE HELL, right? I know ... anyways, then there's Monday and the blus will kick in. Oh well, I'm gonna live through this all. I've just found a new reason to never give up :D

EDITED: This is 'cos I'm inspired by Mika and not 'cos I was suicidal and this song made me live on. And yes, I just spoiled the whole atmosphere but I just need to get this out clearly to those dense people. You see, they have a way of MISUNDERSTANDING.

2007-03-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm in need of a writing session now after I just watched CSI (don't ask) Oh and I just realised that Alpha and Beta is actually quite easy. I mean, like who the hell knew, right? Yeah, anyways, today I plan to do lots of stuff so hopefully I manage to do at least three-quaters of them. Oh and I think I might have made a discovery. *drumrolls* I think that the theme song for CSI is that Baba O'Reily song! Like omg, I know. Anways, WOOOOTS! This week has been splendid! I was like listening to The Midway State like TONS of times! Ahhh, oh and Dixie Chicks! I JUST found out about her comments to Bush and what happened ... how the song was made ... yada yada. Yeap. She apprantly STOOD OUT AND SPOKE HER MIND and got SLAMMED badly for that, with death threats and everything. Tsk. Blame people on actually having a brain and so much for liberation. Oh and yesterday I was thinking about faith and everything ... actually it was 'cos my sis was reading this book about faith and so I had subconsciously caught that in my mind and was thinking about it yesterday. Anyways, I just realised that we are all very much like ruled by faith. I mean, not necessarily in like god religion or anything, just generally. I mean, why do those forensic scientists/criminalists actually assess a crime scene? Isn't it because they believe that there's a slip-up? I mean, makes perfect sense, right? Yeah, no human being is perfect ... that's their whole vision I bet. Think about it. Oh and then there was the Knut thingy! OMG! Total adorable! For now, at least. Anyways, who cares, right? It's just the cutest thing on earth! Beats all the soft toys, man. This is the ultimate. But, the question is that why did it's mother abandon it? I mean, it's just too adorable! (Haha. Maybe the mom was jealous that it looked so much better than her! But seriously, this contradicts the whole role of a mom, ditching your kid like that. But seriously, that's just so sad. Imagine your mom just wanting to have nothing to do with you) Oh and so the zoo decided to keep it and raise it itself. So much for being humane, right? Some of the animal rights activists are saying that they should have killed the baby. I mean like DUDE, COME ON!! Firstly, I can't stress how cute it is and besides, you don't just go around killing all the polar bears, okay?! Everybody deserves a chance ... I mean just 'cos a mother decided to ditch her kid doesn't mean that the kid is cursed or something like that. Oh and besides, man has been causing so many species to get extinct and well, saving one would definitely be good, right? (FYI, currently, the population of tuna is depleting. Damnit, are we such barbarians?) It's something to commemorate and not like criticse. Oh and so much for even being an animal rights activist ... you should be all on your paws for like SAVING THEM ... whatever happened to the WWF? Anyways, not much time left for debating this issue ... I mean, I have work to do, ya know. So I guess bye for now. Oh and hopefully next week would be fine and that I manage to get Kiki's present ready on time.

2007-03-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hey! Okay, I currently have a Red Hot Chilli Peppers song stuck in my head but wth, it's soothing, nice and oh, I love it. Well, this is a freaking GAZILLION times better than having Paris stuck in my head, man. I mean like hallelujah. Anyways, today's saturday and damnit, time passes so fast! Oh and to make this discovery even more sucky, I'll be leaving for my piano lessons (note the 's' ... I'm going for TWO of them= 2 hours of TORTURE) WHY?! Humph. Nvm. At least I can get a headstart on getting my stuff for Keeeeks. Haha. Operation Kiki is now in full swing. Roger that? Okayokay, let me stop speaking military. Oh and now FF is DYING on me. You don't do that esp. when I'm gonna have a TERRIBLE evening, okay?! Darned you. Anyways, I'll probably come home and finish watching PB. Also, not to forget tha I'll be having to finish my A Maths homework. Ooo! I came up with a new thing. Listen: Homework. It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice. *grins* U-huh, can I get a hell-yeah?! Woots. Anyways, I just realised that it's saturday already and I only have sunday left. Oh and did I mention that I have TONS of stuff to do? Oh wells, let me just stop wasting my time here and do something productive? Yeah, Red Hot Chilli Peppers it is then ... time to listen to some music, baby! TOODLES!

2007-03-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

Michael-FREAKING-Scofield! You DON'T do this to people, no you don't. Like omg. I'm you're like ULTIMATE shipper with Sara and you just don't act like an ass and well, blow your chances. AHHHH. Stupid, stupid, stupid you. So much for having like a genius IQ 'cos it doesn't stand anymore, does it? Anyways, I shall not go into the details for fear of spoilers. This blog shall not have any spoilers 'cos Priya B LOATHES them. I mean, how can you NOT hate spoilers, right? I mean, it like TOTALLY ruins the moment. It's just weird if you're not. Anyways, for those who know what I'm talking about, I KNOW I'M SLOW. So, kill me. Two more eppies till Season 1 ends and the first 2 eppies for Season 2 for me to get back on track! Oh and CRAP! I don't have much money and KEEEEEKS exists. Haha ... nvm. EVERYTHING'S NICELY PLANNED OUT. Yeah, I'm so organised, I know. Just hopefully, everything will fall into place and Saturday next week will be a freaking BLAST. Oh and I still don't get why Paddy doesn't like Mika. I mean, WHO THE HELL DOESN'T LOVE MIKA! He freaking ROCKS, man! He's like Prince ... or maybe even better (I know, scary, right?) And awwwww, he supposedly wrote Grace Kelly 'cos he was annoyed with all the record labels for telling him how to sound. I know, stupid. But funny enough, he got a record like a year after he wrote that song. Nevermind about the process. In cases like these, it's the result that counts. But I still don't get why those people didn't give him a record ... he is AMAZING. I would have totally given him one ... oh and fallen GAGA over him too. Haha ... anyways, tomorrow I'm gonna be going for TWO classes of piano lessons. That's like 2 HOURS STRAIGHT! I mean, I can BARELY make it through 1 hour and now I'm like supposed to double that?! Hell no. But, life sucks that way. Karma. Damned thing, I tell you. I miss one and SOMEHOW, I'll just HAVE to repay it. Damn it, man. I haven't even practised. OHOH ad I'm playing that Jazz Piece composed not too long ago ... about in the 90s only! Freaking cool, I know. The usuals are the 40s and beyond and 90s? Woah, that's just cool. U-huh. Yeah so anyways, my plan for this week is to finish up my A Maths homework. Yeap ... wish me luck on that one ... oh and for my lessons tmr. Oh and also, for my present for keeeeks ... HOPEFULLY nothing goes wrong and NOT according to plan. If that happens ... I'm like dead. Okie. Toodles, then. Have a great weekend!

2007-03-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

Omg. You're like SOO totally gonna love me! I finished my homework! Well, technically no but I've finished the stuff which are due tmr! I know, I like totally rock! Ahhh, finally man. Anyways, I just realised that the most played song on my iTunes is Come On. I mean, who knew right? Ben Jelen rocks ... hmmm, shall check out if his cd is out in Singapore. Oh and I still haven't checked for Landon's LP (WHY LP?! Why couldn't it be something else?! It's like adding salt to the darned bleeding wound. Ouch.) Anyways, I dn't think that Landon's one will even be out yet ... nvm. Shall go to Borders to check sometime later ... let's just cross our fingers okay? I'm in need of some great music 'cos I'm currently traumatised because A***'s sma*k t**t was on the telly just now. Well, for that few seconds when I was happily watching Veronica Mars. Thanks, man (for the uninitated, try SARCASM ... look it up in the dictionary if you're not man enough to take it) Anyways, that was horrible ... I like totally forgot about that guy and SUDDENLY ... I wasn't even prepared for it! Ugh. Haha ... wth, right? Sorry, but I think it's embarasing to even have THAT name on my blog. Too degrading, man. U-huh. Yeap. Anyways, I don't even know why I'm here ... oh wait, FF IS DOWN?!?! What the FREAKING hell right? I mean, I finished my homework and this is how I get rewarded?! Listening to Embrace now ... they're not bad. Oh and there's Ugly Betty on today but then I can't watch! 'Cos I'll be sleeping ... nvm. I'll just tape it and watch it tmr or something. Right now, I think I'll just relax abit and maybe start on my Eng. But why, my mind asks myself ... it's due on FRIDAY, you have SOO much time! U-huh, right. Okay, seems like my own mind is like a bad influence. 'Ever heard of this thing called being SMART?' I remark. Okay haha, weird moment. Anyways, I guess I shall go now. I need to do some stuff ... wish me luck for tmr ya'll!

2007-03-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Kevin stated that their sound was "Rock n roll mixed with some passion and emotion and a never-ending drive to succeed, I guess. That's kind of what the name is all about, that quiet drive within us all."
Came upon this just now, you go Kev! Haha. Anyways, you might wanna be asking me about my homework. Well, let me tell you, I SOOO knew it (that SOMEHOW I wouldn't be able to be on time) Hey, at least I did SOMETHING right didn't I? (Go me, man) Anyways, I guess before I sleep after My Name Is Earl or smth, I'll try o finish my chem. Then tmr I'll just have to do my Lit and Geog and then, the freedom is over *dramatic pose* What a freaking tragedy. Will another week hurt? Apparantly. Nevermind. I shall not complain ... life sucks, boo-hoo. Yeah, wdv ... oh and yayness! Today I didnt have any piano lessons! Oh and I just realised that Quietdrive freaking ROCKS. I mean, which other alternative band will actually do their rendition of an Eva Cassidy song ... a freaking CLASSIC so WELL? You go QD! You other noobs can go to hell for all I care ... except maybe AAR ;) Okay, my favourite three genres: First off, like d-uh, Alternative ... then, Indie and last off, Jazz and Pop. U-huh. Oh and I switched on the teevee today and somehow it was at mtv and guess who was on?!?! MIKA!!!! Haha, you go Michael! (Go figure) I mean, THIS is what I wanna see and not like other mofos out there talking about 'how to touch a girl' and 'i belong to me' Well, wdv ... we need some REAL stuff here, man! Oh and like d-uh, I cranked it up! :D So that was my day ... oh and did I mention and I did some hw? Yeap *proud smile* But not enough though ... well, you have to give me some credit here for trying, right? :D Okies then, I guess I'mm off to watch some teevee and then hit the snooze button! (I SOOO said it :D)

2007-03-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Operation Kiki starts today. The oh-so-great Keeks' birthday is coming in like what, 15 days! That's in like two weeeeks! Oh and I haven't done anything yet. AHHHHHH. Panic time. Okay, let me change the topic 'cos I don't want Kiki's head to burst now, would I? (Haha. Hey Nikki!) Oh and I just made a shocking discovery! Today is freaking friday! I mean, on normal weeks I'll probably be like 'THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!' but at times like these, I'm all like 'CRAP!' I don't want next week to come! Yeap. Homework exists and damn that thing, it's devouring on my flesh like maggots on a dead person's body. Yeah, gross analogy but bitter truth. Sucks ain't it? Oh and CRAP! There's geography time-trials on Tuesday! I JUST remembered! You know what, I'll just ignore the fact that it exists and just concentrate on completing my homework on time. Right now, I'm gonna do my tamil compo and then go on to finishing my e-maths hw and then my chem homework. Yeap. Then tomorrow I'll be doing my lit assignment and then my geog. Oh and on sunday (the day I'll be dreading MOST 'cos the next day's a TORTURE) I'll finish up my english assignment. There all nicely planned out but the big question now is, will I be able to finish it? Haha ... I sound like those annoying TV show hosts who are all so drama mama-ish. Yeap. Okay then, keep you updated on my progress! Toodles!

2007-03-14T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Omg. Was watching Tyra Banks show and damnit, it was heartbreaking. She was like telling people to not carry out crazy stunts and was talking to some people who like do these stuff. She also brought in this family in which the guy got seriously injured after doing this stunt. I mean, he like hit this part of his head and now he acts like a two-year-old. How freaking sad is that? He was even in the basketball team once. That's just like terrible. Ahhhh, what's the point in putting yourself out there and trying to find your breaking point?! That's just a crazy concept to me. Call me boring and what-nots but honestly that's just outta this world. I mean, what's the point in pushing yourself ... its like having a competition against yourself and you know, the thing is, you're NOT invincible so you're gonna lose sometime. When that happens, your life is going to become a sob story and you're gonna regret it ... well, if you are in the position to be able to do so, anyways. That just sucks, man. I'm happy to being the wimp who is too scared to go on rides. U-huh. I'm no adrenalin junkie and you know what, I'm fine with that. Never hurt me being one and I don't think it'll hurt now. Yeap. Ugh. Justin Timberlake is on now ... no the telly. That sucks ... sorry, I'm no JT fan now. Used to be but then ... now, after like FOREVER, he starts recording crappy stuff. Well, not saying that I don't really like them but the thing is, whatever happened to him being a Pop guy?! :( Upsetting. Oh and QDQD! Funnnnnny. Yeap. So now, I'll watch American Idol which is on at 8 and it's only 7.20 ... but nvm. I'll be spending my time watching more tv and listen to some songs. Oooo. TSQT would do great! Wokies then, toodles!

2007-03-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

Firstly, before I start, QD'S VIDEO IS FINALLLLLLLLY OUT! Check it out, you guys. Haha. Oh and String Quartet Tribute to FOB is actually nicer than them ... weird, I know. Anyways, I haven't watched PB! I was too busy watching Amazing Race ... the finals for the family edition which I've already watched but I don't know why I still wanted to watch it. Anyways, today was interesting! U-huh. The practicals were good but the theory part was like really boring. Well, tmr is the last day and then, YIPEEE! IT'S OVER! Oh but then homework awaits. Oh and Paddy was not having fun in her movie thingy. Muahahaha. This is SUCH an 'I-told-you-so' moment! Paddy, I TOLD YOU SO!! Oh and she kept stalking me, Aish, Keeks and Vaish. Oh and the company today was good too. MHM. I so regret not going yesterday! Anyways, currently gonna have my dinner and then finish the book whcih I started on yesterday ... damnit. I was supposed to finish it by this morning. I better finish it tonight. Yeap. So, I'm sorta BORED blogging so I guess I'll just leave right now. Awesomeness. TOODLES!

2007-03-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Okay, like omg. How can I NOT blog about friday?!?! U-huh. The most awaited So You Think You Can Dance workshop feat. Ashley Nino and Ashlee Dawson. (I know. You'll be like, WHAT THE FREAKING HELL?!?! What's with the FULLSTOP?! Whatever happened to the exclamation marks?!?!) Honestly, that's how it was. Yeah. Not so appealing anymore, right? It was total intensive dance session and I sorta expected the OPPOSITE. Oh and people like me, who can't dance to save their lives, suffered. Haha ... me and Mei expected to be like more of them dancing and then us talking but we were dancing the whole time and we even had a warm-up session where we did crunches. Is that crazy or crazy? I know. Anyways, now I'm currently reading Fixin' To Die which is a compassionate guide to commiting suicide or staying alive. I know, that's deep. Oh and then I realised this, how many counsellors are there who are unbias in their opinion? I mean, if I went up to this counsellor and said that I wanted to end my life, how many of them will actually talk to me about this with an open mind and how many of them will be telling me what to do ... for example, telling us that suicide is neither rational nor an approriate act? In fact, I think they'll probably ship me off to IMH before I could even blink my eyes. U-huh. Sad fact. Anyways, listening to the string quartet tribute is really relaxing. Oh and it is like the best music to put on when reading a book. Note that. Right, so now, I guess I'll go continue reading that book and then probably go on to Stephen King. Yeap, I'll do just that or but crap, homework exists. Nevermind about that ... I'm tired to think anyways. :D

2007-03-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, so let me run this down with you. Tomorrow's the last day of school and I've got TONS of homework to complete. Fine, I have a Lit essay due tmr. Oh and did I mention that I'm tired? Yeah, I know. I don't even know what I'm doing here but I'm just trying to convert that Dixie Chicks song into mp3 format. Btw, does anybody know how to do that? Oh it's some .ram file or some crap like that. Yeah oh and while you're at it, how about converting the .aac files? Yeap, that'll just be great. Haha. Okay, that was wierd. Anyways, today was okay, I guess. Can't wait for tomorrow though! I'm freaking meeting Ashlee Nino and Ashlee Dawson (can't rmb how she looks though!) I MEAN THEY DANCED WITH PEOPLE LIKE TRAVIS, BENJI, RYAN, DANIELLE, HEIDI ... OMG, RIGHT?! That's freaking crazy! I mean, singapore?! Oh and of allll places, Creascent? Well, wdv. Works for me just fine, heh. I SOOOO can't wait for that, man. Oh but then, I still have to do that essay. Why can't I just spend the hols doing it? At least I'll probably come up with a better piece of work! :( Okay, fine. I shan't complain about it 'cos nothing is going to spoil my lasy day of school, man. Yes. NOTHING. Okay then, I guess I shall do something about the essay (still deliberating, though) So, till next time everyone.

And take a minute to reflect in your own way
Take your time and connect in your own way
I know it’s good to be alone some days
But you got a long face in your own way, baby
I know you got a big heart in your own way
Independent and smart in your own way
And even though you get along somehow
You’re missing out now in your own way, baby

2007-03-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

So much for actually hoping for something good, huh? Well, I'll just come out and say this ... I did badly for all my tests. As in like REALLY, LITERALLY failed. Such a downer, right. I'm cursed, doomed to fail. Well, I realised that I'm not gonna say that just to make me feel comforted. The real reson was that I studied the textbook but I guess in the end, I didn't really understand it. I came up with my theories to make myself belive everything. Yeah, my appications weren't there. Then why the hell did everybody do so damned bloody better than me? Well, I don't really have the answer but the thing is that I guess I'm taking a longer time to get used to everything. Nevermind. I know that I'm saying this and frankly, I haven't gotten over it but I kow I will ... soon. After that, I'm gonna give it all I can and even then, if I fail ... well, I'd rather not think of that yet. I've totally embarrased myself and I actually felt like vomitting after looking at my marks ... yes, it was that bad. Oh and I everybody gave me the look of pity. Ironically, that actually made me feel a lot worse. I don't know ... if people said that I was stupid and everything I would have been mad and if people comforted me because they pitied me, then they made me feel worse so it goes badly both ways. Oh and then there was the group who said it was okay. Yeah, first test and everything but honestly, I don't think its okay. I guess I was so bumped out about everything because this time, I really studied and when I say studied, I really mean studied. I had started much earlier and so I was quite surprised by everything. Well, it's going to be okay, I hope. However, right now, I don't really wanna get back my Physics and SS 'cos I just don't wanna fail anymore, ya know. I guess in cases like these, a little knowledge is safe ... oh wells. Nevermind about that. Let's talk about orathorical. It was my first time and I was really nervous at the beginning but towards the end, I sorta got comfortable with everything and so that was good. Oh and no one, well, not much people laughed at my joke. Okay, no comments about that. Let's just forget it, shall we? (just so you know, it wasn't really me *cough*) Yeah, so by a twist of fate, I might have gotten in but everything hasn't been going my way so I don't hope for this to. Okay, I'm like having a split personality disorder right now. I'm both positive and negtive. Well, it's mostly negative but the positive of me keeps comin out to make me feel better and try to get over this whole thing as soon as pssible 'cos frankly, I can't wait to get started on studying. Yeap. So I gotta go have my dinner now ... guess I'll take my leave.

2007-03-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

An important lesson learnt today: NEVER EVER ever faint in a toilet. It's just HARD, literally. Ouch ... that's all I can say from experience. Anyways, thanks to that I didn't go to school today (it still hurts, btw) Yeap. So I just realised that I have a speech due tomorrow. Well, a speech that I hadn't really voluntarily wanted t join, really. Somehow got forced into but nevermind, I think it involves borders gift card vouchers so I'm all ready. Well, that is, if I finish my script. But hey, how hard can a script get, right? Oh and damnit, where the freaking hell is my list of 'Things I Wish I'd Known Sooner'?? Miss that one loads, ya know. It was seriously funny and I can't wait to find it. Laughing at my own misfortunes is like taking low blows but like wth ... it's hilarious. You guys should try it sometime. Satisfaction guaranteed. Yeah, anyways, on with the script. What's the title again? Oh yeah. 'Is beauty more important or intelligence' Such a typical question so like hopefully it's a breeze (fill you in on how it went tomorrow. Somehow, I think it will be as good as I think it is) Oh and I know we got some results today ... I think it was E-Maths and Chem ... hopefully, everything turned out okay. Yeah so today hasn't been much of an interesting day ... well, except for the fact that my monday blues hit me pretty hard. Yeah, so that's just it for now, I guess. Quietdrive's single's out. Quite okay, I guess. Oh and guess what?!?! OTH 3rd OST will feature Tyler's and Jack's new songs ... the track listing isn't out yet ... but I pseudo one is. Well, I don't know if it's IT but hopefully not, the songs there are like not really nice. I mean like there wasn't any Centre of Attraction?! But they had La Rocca ... well, they better did! Okay, so now I'm watching Simpsons so I'm off! Ciao for now! (pfffft. haha. FUNNY)

2007-03-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

First off, me and wrapping papers don't have ANY chemistry. It's worst now 'cos I only have a limited amount of it ... it makes my life get a whole lot tougher. Yes, people. I'm currently stuck with this pathetic amount of this really pretty wrapping paper and I'm all like 'shit, how the hell am I supposed to do this?' Yes. Nevermind about that. Right now, let me back track and maybe that'll give my brain some time to come up with a solution. Friday was very much like a Friday. I mean, how bad can Fridays get, right? Even if they're like crappified beyond belief, it's the weekends after that so nobody really gives a damn. U-huh. So then there's Saturday where I had my piano lessons and did a little 'birthday shopping' and went back home. I realised that I'm the most fickle-minded person I've ever known. I mean, I kept making trips to the counter only to go back and get something else. Imagine this: You went into a shop with your friend (you are really tired, btw) only for her to take an eternity to get what she wants. Sorry, Praba. You had to resort to get out of the shop without me even realising. But that was quite rude of you, actually. I mean, I was actually having a conversation with you only to realise that it wasn't really you. Yes. That's pretty awkward, isn't it? Anyways, been reading the book which I borrowed under Paddy's name and is overdued. Just started, actually. Nevermind about that. It's a good book ... can't wait to finish it. Okay, let me stop being so calm and everything. I'll be getting back my results next week. I worked my ass studying hard for the tests and if I don't do well I guess I'm gonna be quite bumped out about it. I mean, I started studying for them about a few days then I normally do and that's really something. If I don't do as expected, I think I might actually resort to giving up, really. It's no point anymore ... me studying like crap and then THAT crappified shit of a mark is what I get for my tests. The thing is that, I don't really have an idea WHERE I went wrong! If that doesn't drive someone crazy, what would? Yeah so let's just cross our nice little fingers hoping that maybe, just maybe I can actually be content with my marks. Oh and there's Ugly Betty on today. Not missing that ... probably will tape it though, 'cos I'd be too busy sleeping to watch it. Ugh ... why would someone sleep so early? School. Something which I've been DREADING ever since this year started. You know, everything's just so weird to get used to and I'm given so little time to get used to the new environment and having tests just make you wanna give up all the more. I mean, it's no stupid lame-ass stepping stone but it's just this huge rock that's thrown at you and you sometimes, you can't get out of its way in time. That's how I feel about this whole thing. It's just stressful and seriously, what's the freaking point in like pressurizing all of us for this test that's the end of next year?! (oh yes ... how could I forget? We have VERY little time, don't we?) Well ... at least let me get used to everything. I'm like SHEEEESH, PEOPLE! GET A FREAKING LIFE OF YOUR OWN AND STOP TRYING TO STEAL MINE, WOULD YA? Ahhh. This is just too much to take and sometimes, you seriously can't help but just wanna succumb to the idea that you're never gonna get over it and you're doomed to fail this. I really wanna fast-forward my life and get into university ... I can't wait to get to university. Well, even graduate from it and buy myself a nice apartment by the sea and just settle down. No school, no exams, no homework ... just the way I like it. That's the good life, I tell you. Can't wait to get to that stage. Well, till then I guess that I'll just have to suffer. Hopefully I make it out alive ... if I don't, well then, that's just too bad, right? Right now, I think I've just found the perfect solution to the wrapping paper thing. Did it really take me this long to type the whole entry to get it? Damn, I must really suck at this. Nevermind, when the right time comes, I'll be hiring people to wrap gifts for me. No worries ... ahh, I love day-dreaming. So long, everyone.

2007-02-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

I swear, the god's were against me today. EVERYTHING was not going right. I was seriously cursed, I swear. Oh and by the way, just so you know, now I'm known in the school as the doofus who can't switch on a bloody mic (DON'T ASK) Anyways, THIRD OST OF OTH'S COMING OUT!!! After like an ETERNITY! Oh my freaking GOD! Woooooots! Now that's some good news to cheer me up! Yeap, definitely. Can't wait!! 3rd April :D Oh but Singapore would probably get it like a year later. Way to go for spoiling the mood, Priya. Humph. But seriously, we're really BACK in music and movies and stuff. It drives me up the wall sometimes. Anyways, just now I was the dancefloor or some crappy show like that. I actually managed to LIVE through the whole thing but I was like so mortified by all the performances. I can't dance to save my life but seriously, it was HORRIBLE. I mean, like WTH?!?! Oh and then there was a group of dance instructors performing and everything. I was already put off by the rest and these pseudo dance instructors made me more MORTIFIED. I just don't see the point in letting people dance and excel in thier own genres. I mean, it's not possible to see if their versatile dancers or not and everything. I find the whole concept a little off. But I have to lok at it the other way, too ... as Praba said (she was mortified too, btw) Anyways, they, I guess, don't have the resources to like hiring dance instructors and everything. I know I shouldn't be comparing to So You Think You Can Dance (do I even need to ask about that? I mean, the term 'mortified' would be like non-applicable already!) Yeah but if you have shows like that then like d-uh people will compare and the results will extend 10 feet under. It's just weird. But yeah, how can you judge if they are good dancers if they only dance in ONE genre and also, it's the one which they've been doing like forvever! How ironic man, they've been doing it forever and this is what it is? -.-" Dumb. Mhhhm. Ohoh I wanna talk about Mika!!!! Haha, the vid was soooooo funny! I loved the ending :D Oooooh. America Idol's in like ten! I'm sooo watching but I was still upset with who left last week. I mean, they weren't that bad, ya know. I thought there were others who we worst ... oh and the Jaya guy's songs weren't nice :( I loved his voice in the auiditions ... I hope he sings jazzy songs ... it's more him and I'll love it like that. Oh and there's thing other guy who's good too. Oh and I'm missing all those SYTYCD (Haha, too lazt to spell it out. Go figure) people! Travis!!!!! I remember all his lyrical performances ... the endings were my faves (Not 'cos he sucked but he always does something to goof up the whole thing) Oh and Benji and Danielle!!!! THAT performance!!! My fave. Oh and Ivan and Martha ... ugh. SOOOOO many more! Those were the good times, I tell you. Now, it's all a total nightmare. Okay ... American Idol probably started already to TOODLES!! Wish me lotsa luck for my test results, people!

2007-02-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!
I know, this must be like my ultimate right? Two posts in a day. I actually have time! (cheer, people!) Anyways, was just listening to all the podcasts just now and well, I just wanted to write more about something. Music. I mean, seriously people ... what do you expect in music? Is it meaningful lyrics or just a beat that you can groove to? Well, yeah ... music DOES make you lose control and everything ... but do you really read the lyrics and understand what it actually means? It's really annoying when I hear people sing to How To Save A Life without knowing what it means ... it's such a sad song and they seriously make it seem like a joke. No kidding. Well, I don't know but I think that when you listen to a song ... you listen to a song because you like the genre and everything ... not 'cos everybody is lietening to it. That comes to my point of having your own freaking mind. I mean, I feel that many people don't (okay, who am I to judge but wth. that's what I think ... who's even reading, anyways?) Some people find it weird 'analysing' songs and everything but by doing this, you actually appreaciate the music more. Every song has a purpose (except those like old school AAR but hey, that was like last century, okay?) I know Nirvana thought it weird people analysing their songs 'cos they just made it based on the beat but just before you put it against me and everything, they made up lots of meaningful stuff. Well, to those who really listened, anyways. Sorry, but I just find it weird how people can just not bother about what the song is trying to say but memorise the lyrics and just recite it. It's just weird and it doesn't work that way. If you think so, I feel for you ... really. Anyways, sometimes I feel like I'm putting myself on a pedestal and everything but I'm just saying stuff which I feel. They might be stupid and everything but I guess they make sense to me and is something whcih I feel the need to address and talk about. I mean, I have different points of view from all those people out there and this is just my opinion oh and I'm certainly not God (My flaws are never-ending) so basically, gimme slack. No offence here and if somebody who actully read this took any, well ... that's says something, doesn't it. How about a whole essay of journal writing? Reflect on how you've been doing lately oh and how you're friends think you're doing (We do stuff like that in school ... I mean, WHO in the right mind does that?!) Just plain weird. Anyways, I'm prepared to fail tamil tmr but wth ... I'm aiming to take Basic Tamil so that's a good sign, right? :D Haha, night!

2007-02-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

Okay, this blog has been DEAD for like AGES. Anyhows, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! Do you have ANY idea what I've been through? I was like studying like crap for like so many days and I didn't even have time to watch tv, or do anything else BUT studying. I mean, what's the point of cramping everything into just a few days and like 4 times a year, right? Precisely my point. Anyhow, I shan't complain or anything ... it's freaking over and I must be CRAZY to not be rejoicing and everything. But then, there's this gut feeling I have that tells me that I'm gonna fail some tests and reminding ... or rather, HAUNTING me of all the stupid shit-ass mistakes that I did. Ahh ... then there's the thing about learning from your mistakes and ALSO, you only get what you give (which annoys the hell outta me, btw) You know what, I shouldn't even being doing this but ... I just can't help me. I mean, I' like so OBVIOUSLY failing physics and you want me to be like jumping for joy and spending shitloads of time on FF (which I love, btw)?? It's just doesn't work that way. Nevermind. I shall just let it suck my blood totally ignore the fact that it's gonna kill me or anything like that. So, on to another topic. Puberty. Well, or should I say HORMONAL IMBALANCE ... it's a pain too, really. Oh and firstly, I do not mean getting horny or anything like that ... it's just puberty and well, a VERY CRAZY one at that. I mean, it's just like surprising how someone can shoot up and like TOTALLY change in like just a matter of a few years. Physically, that is. Some people can be however the hell big they are but still have no brains and are still the most immature person on earth. Anyways, this is just so random but don't you all just find it funny how after just a few months people can change so much? It's just freaky, if you ask me. Oh and then I was reading the papers yesterday ... fine, just flipping through them but then I cam to a page which was talking about teenage sex. Many people said that instead of asking people to NOT have underage sex or what, you should encourage safe sex ... NOT abstinence. I mean, I feel that same way too. If people just wanna have sex, when they're in no position what-so-ever to financially support their own kids or anything, let them learn it the hard way. Well, it's not good but I mean, the main point is what's the point in sheltering? I mean, many parents shelter their kids when they're young ... well, babies. They don't let them explore and do whatever they want and learn stuff from there but instead, they always 'protect' the kid from like say, for example, touching a hot iron or something. Well, I mean ... I don't really know how to explain this but the main thing is we should all live a life like ON OUR OWN FEET and everything ... ahh, INDEPENDANTLY. We're always sheltered from this and that ... certain movies are like PG-13 in the states and when it comes here, it's NC-16. I mean, is it that they think we're stupid and everything or that we supposedly 'can't handle it'? This is just total crap. I'm like seriously moving out of here when I grow up, man. I want to live freely. Haha, so much for the NDP song last year, right? Okay then, I shall leave now and listen to more songs or something. Oh and I WANT THE MIDWAY STATE! It sucks listening to them on MySpace. Anyhow, have fun people!

2007-02-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Oh my freaking god! Today has been like SUCH a freaking productive day! I've stayed true to my list of 'things to do today' so far. Do I hear a woot-woot? (lmao) Anyhow, I just realised that A Maths is so freaking EASY. You get the hang of it really quickly. Thank god for A Maths! I HATE E Maths! It's stupid, boring, easy as hell ... AND very hard to score. Ironic, I know. But hte thing is that it's 'cos since is so damned bloody easy, I tend to do some shitified mistakes and hence score low as crap. Yeap. So anyhow, there's nothing mucho n on tv now and I watched everything already ... except PB! Crap ... I'm gonna watch it SOON. It's 'cos the tapes have gone EVERYWHERE ... they have supposedly been 'organised' nicely. It was an organised mess before, okay. Now its disorganised but neat (Hope you the point) Okay, whatever ... I shall stop driving you people nuts. Anyhow, FF's been a dear today! Woots! Okay, I feel bored blogging so I guess I shall stop now. I'll probably go catch something on the tv ... I wanna watch Veronica Mars! But it's not on today. Crap them. Anyhow, I'll go finish doing my A Maths now and probably watch the tv later.

We won't say
Our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are
Is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
Our love is our divide
(Isn't OneRepublic to die for? :D)

2007-02-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, today has been a normal day, I guess. Doing more studying would definitely have not hurt, though. Anyhow, yesterday was fun! We went out to catch a movie and had lunch ... for the FIRST time this year! YAY! But, just for everyone out there, don't waste your money on the Epic movie ... it IS funny (a certain extent) but mainly stupid. Not worth the money. Anyhow, today I woke up and was organising my table and did my E-Maths homework! Yeah, now I've already finished all the homework due ... and overdue. Well, the point is that I've done it :D Later on (Like now, I think) I'll be having tuition ... but she said MAYBE so there's a good chance I'll be missing it. Oh and no piano! That's probably the highlight of my day. Yesterday was good, as I mentioned earlier, but also freaking bad. Well, I had totally missed the goners 'phototaking session' 'cos of some stupid crap that I couldn't care less about (but apparantly, I HAD to ... no choice was given) Oh and yesterday there were LOADS of blackfaces me and Paddy had to endure ... seriously, it seems like EVERY SECOND people have 'mood swings'. Well, anyhow, the only constants were me and Paddy. We'll never make it that way, Paddy. Oh well, we'll just have to stick to the other stuff to 'make history' in. ;D Oh and I just realised that Feeder's nice too ... oh and long time since I last heard to La Rocca. Oh and I caught the re-run of the Grammys and was hoping to catch the medley by Corrinne, John Mayer and John Legend (kinda weird to repeat just the names alone, huh) But ... I missed it. Well, if you guys hadn't heard it, you should! Go look it up in youtube or something ... you just can't miss it. But I did catch the one with that old guy, Lionel Richie and Chris Brown (I like SOOOO didn't enjoy the Chris Brown part ... well, only the 'lil cuties. But, anyhow, the ones before were GOOOD) Soo, now I think I shall be a good girl and continue studying or something. Well, by today, I shall finish up Ex. 2.6 and 2.7 too (Just before you start on the 'Woah! You're hardworking!' thing, it's overdue work. I know, I'm NOT proud of it but hey, I'm trying here. Give some credit to me, will ya?) Yeap. It shall be done. OHOHOH, and tomorrow, for the WHOLE freaking day ... I'm gonna have a like MATHS marathon! (ohh, how exciting *sarcasm*) Mhm. Well, I'll just do ALLLLLLLL A-Maths questions and stuff ... then I'll start on something else probably. Oh and yesterday I also got myself into deep shit. I hadn't realised it but after on I did. Well, me, Aish and Sath wanted to go up to the hall already so we just hastily joined this stupid IT competition for Tamil Society ... CRAP. I don't wanna. I'm such a dumb freaking ass. I mean like ... ew! That's just SOOO not Priya style. Nvm people, do not fret! I'll score again by getting out of it soomehow ... I always do that, don't I? Yeah and this ain't gonna be different this time. So ... back to MUGGING (on a Saturday night, can you freaking BELIEVE THAT?! I'm supposed to be out partying ... nvm. Life kicks you in the ass that way) So bring on the numbers!

You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it.
-Nate

2007-02-14T17:18:00.000+08:00

My day sucked and I actually thought it was gonna be okay. I mean, I had common tests and English was SOOO good and then there's tamil ... well, we already know how I'll score in that now, don't we? Oh and then there was Lit. It was okay, though I didn't finish it ... well, for the second one I only managed to write two points due to the clock moving so quickly and making life hrad for me. Oh and then ... I got back my tests. Ugh. Double ugh. I always make stupid mistakes ... this is not fair. It made me feel depressed and STUPID. Ahhhh. See ... my life is so influenced by school life that I don't even have time for ... or to really concentrate on other stuff like Valentines' Day! This is not fair. My life can't suck on Valentine's Day ... that's just pathetic (This is the life I lead ppl. I'm so driven by school and homework that I seriously have no time to just relax and think about what's happed peacefully ... even if I DO have the time, my brain will be bugging me of the next test which I have ... probably on the next day itself. Or there's the stacks and stacks of homework) I NEED A FREAKING LIFE. I mean, everything is planned out so that we have a supposed balance between studying and developing ourselves. But, the thing is, we're not robots. We do need some time to have FUN (I bet they've never heard of that word before) It means that NO SCHOOL IS INVOLVED ... NOR DEVELOPING WDV CRAP. Just plain fun where we can REALLY unwind. You know, it's like FORBIDDEN. Everytime ... people remind us of the god-knows-how-many upcoming tests, homework and some even the 'O' Levels. I'm freaking 15!!! F-I-F-T-E-E-N for those dense ones out there. I shouldn't be like tied down because of all this. That's just not fair. I know that I've been saying a lot but, really, this is just too much. AHHHHHHHHH. That has been the second sigh of irritation and I think I should go now. Hmm. I shall go and listen to Aqualung or La Rocca. Yeah, that'd be nice. So long.

First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
and you cannot find the light

If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go

2007-02-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Today I had cross country! Oh and yesyes, I survived it (like d-uh) Oh, I feel so annoyed. I had left my Lit book in school and I had to go all the way to the library to get another one. At first, I couldn't even find it and then I went to one of the ladies working there and she said that it's location was 'J' or some crap like that.Well, that's not the point. The point is that that 'J' is actually the freaking JUNIOR section. I mean, I was like baffled. I told the lady, 'Are you freaking kidding me?' and she gave me this weird look. I thanked her and left to get my book ... it looks nicer than the one we have ... it's hardcover too. Okayokay, I'm straying ... it's in the JUNIOR SECTION?!?! I mean, how weird is that?! Precisely. Anyhow, then I came home and rejoiced. Oh yesterday night I watched the Grammy's and oh my freaking bloody god, Corrinne, John Mayer and John Legend all performed together and it was simply and easily the best performance of the night. I mean, like d-uh, right. Oh my god, if you didn't see it ... go see it at youtube or something!! It's like a MUST watch! Three different sources of GREAT music! Haha, but seriously. Okay, now I'm gonna go write letters for vday tmr. Lit's just crap, I realised. Okay then, TOOOODLES :D Wish me luck for my tests tmr, people!

2007-02-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

I've got may day all planned out nicely :D At 8 I'm gonna watch the Grammy's and then have my dinner ... read a book and finally, get my 8 hours of peacefulness. Anyhow, I just don't see why people think that I'm not funny. Well, I am ... to a certain extent but people just find me 'lame'. Not that I'm complaning but I seriously think it's quite stupid. Think about it ... if EVERYBODY is LAME (as you call it) then what IS funny? Just so you know, lame is something which is STUPID and NONSENSICAL. I don't know ... but I think that many people don't have a sense of humour. The sad thing is that most of them don't get it ... ahhh, poor derprived souls. Nevermind, I don't expect you to be growing brains overnight so it's okay. Oh but if you're still like that at what, 21 ... then my heart weeps for you. Yea ... anyhow, let me go on to something else. Oh, friday's CNY celebrations! I like SOO wanna go out! I mean, firstly, it's been a long time since I went out with g1 people so this would be GOOD :D Oh and tmr's cross country ... it's at Bedok! That's like right at the other end of Singapore (Yeayea ... see whatever it is, be it how minute Singapore is compared to the other countries and the fact that our transport system is very efficient, people like me will still be people complaning. Well, that's just human nature, ain't it?) But we only have to assemble at around 8 so that's okay :D Right ... so now I think I'll just go and listen to some music or like read up on some current affairs thing. I mean, I seriously suck at current affairs ... I never paid much attention but I thing it's time I do. I mean, I'm like 15 already! Mhhm. Okay then, I guess I shall leave now. So long, my friends.

Just before I log off, just a little somethin' to digest: (haha, I sound like one of those CME teachers, don't I)
Ando: "Why do you want to be different?!"
Hiro: "Why do you want to be the same?!"
- Heroes

2007-02-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today was ... time-consuming. But wth, I had fun. I mean, who cares about the TONS of hw weighing me down ... I need to have a life, don't I? Saturday was GOOOOD. I bought my vday gifts! Yeap. Oh and today I went to my uncle's house and we watched this weird yoga thing. Sorry, I thought it was total crap. One of my aunts mentioned about this supposed woman who had apparantly predicted when she would die. Weird, I know. Anyhow, I told Praba that she was so anti-climax (Haha, laugh with me people) Oh and then we came home and now there's this whole debate between my sis and my mom about what we saw ... oh and religion. Ahh ... this debate ALWAYS happens. It's so bloody annoying, I tell you. I mean yea, people have different perspectives and think differently so GET FREAKING OVER IT. Sometimes, Praba's just too much. I mean, yea ... it may sound absurd and SERIOUSLY dumb to you but you don't just condemn it. I mean, religion is a very sensitive thing and Praba's just being annoying. I mean, you CAN'T CHANGE THE WORLD. Okay, now off to a better note ... next week I have no guides! This means no more 6pm! :D Oh and next week there's cross-country and common tests. Should I rejoice for the number of days of lessons that I'm missing and hence, the homework or should I be upset 'cos I'll have to travel ALLL the way the Bedok and have like tests which will be counted in my report book? Well ... whatever it is, I'll just have to live through it. Ahhh ... the debate's still going on and now I'm apparantly in it. Crap ... god help me. Oh wait ... nvm. This is gonna take 5 years off my life. Toodles.

2007-02-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, apparantly I just 'upgraded' my blogger or some crap like that. Well, I was just signing in and then I accidentally pressed something and the thing kept pushing me to 'upgrade' the damn thing. I am really tired and so I let it win (Note that, you twit) Anyways, today's been exhausting ... I came home at like 8. Ahhhhhh ... oh but surprisingly, the piano teacher didn't complain about my playing. In fact, today we started on a new piece (What does this show? That I've already 'perfected' the last piece so I 'qualify' to move on. Woo-hoo) Haha ... okay, shall stop with the '-s. Today, nothing interesting really happened ... I mean I had guides and piano lessons ... how interesting can that get? Oh and I think I can pass my A-Maths. I didn't think it was that bad, actually ... I think I'd get like more for A-Maths than E-Maths. I mean ... for E-Maths I do some stupid shitified careless mistakes and hence lose like TONS of marks. I actually could solve all the sums for A-Maths ... as in I don't really care if I got some errors in the answers but the thing is that I got all the methods right so I'm like really happy. I mean, I was so scared before the test ... and about my abilities to cope with A-Maths but now I think that I'm not that bad at all. Okay, not being egoistical or what. Well, I just feel that way. Anyways ... I just wanted to post this thing up.

Windows down as the night blows in
Tap the beat on the wheel as the tires spin
Until we're there crank the radio
We'll join in with the songs we know

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Smiles light up as we walk in
Old conversations begin again
Nostalgia's thick as the August air
It takes us back to a time when we didn't care, we didn't care

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Everything's right...

^This song reminded me of G1 :D Haha ... well, at least it used to (haha, into the luke thing now)
Whatever, you know ... I don't really care right now. Well ... honestly ... I actually hate this. I mean, this whole thing sucks (complaning again, I know but wth ... I'm entitled to my own rants) Honestly, everything's just not right. And tonight, I'm just gonna leave it at this. Oh and before I go, the thing is ... I don't think I really care or feel the least bit sorry.
Maybe I'm just PMS-ing.

2007-02-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

30.01.07

Haha, okay ... I know that its been like such a LOOOONG time but still, I was freaking busy. I mean, the day after that I was SICK (can you actually believe that? I have such bad luck, I tell you) Anyways, then I had like SOOOOO many tests and finally ... I'm free today. I've been so busy that I even forgot to realise that I'm one year older. How sad is that? Well, that's my current life for you. Anyways, let me begin this who thing again.

... 30.01.07
Wooo-hooo! This day was a freaking blast, man! Thanks everyone who made it good :D Yeayea ... I had flag-raising and mass-run and the thing was, I wasn't complaning at all! Haha ... oh and I even wanted to run my 2.4. Can you seriously believe that? Yea ... I know. Ohohohoh ... thanks everyone :D Priya LOVES you! (be honoured, you guys!) Yea, it was alll good. Okay, now change of topic.

OMG. Aqualung is nice! I'm like currently into the Indie genre. I mean, Aqualung ... La Rocca. Ohoh ... and John Legend's good too. I just realised that I love his voice (Yea Praba, you were right. But be careful ... I don't want your head to burst ;D) Mhhhhhm. Like they say, good music has no ending. Anyways, I have tuition now (Bless my luck. Tuition on a FRIDAY) So TOODLES! Have a good weekend everyone!

2007-01-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

Firstly, Priya is so damned freaking tired. Secondly, Priya will not do her A Maths homework 'cos deciphering it will take eternity and she's too lazy to do anything anyway. Okay, enough with the third party thingy. Anyways, today's been SO DAMN TIRING!!! Ahhhhhh. I'm like really tired right now and I don't think that I can even stay awake and watch the second part of American Idol. This sucks. Oh well basically I just came here to post up the lyrics of this song which is so awesome and I simply LOVE it!

Everybody knows you don't get what you planned
Everybody runs away from what they don't understand
Everybody hides away the guilt of thier youth
And everybody wonders why no one ever tells the truth
Everybody knows that everybody wants

And everybody has thier ghosts that emptiness that haunts
When everybody adds it up they've lost more than they've won
And everybody wishes they weren't just like everyone

Forever and ever amen
Forever and ever amen
Forever and ever amen
Forever and ever amen...

Peace out and oh, La Rocca's still the best! :D

2007-01-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Ugh. My mood swings are getting the better of me. It's so damn bloody annoying, man. Anyhow, American Idol!! Yea, FINNALY some good music. Well, ignore the auditions ... it's all gonna get better. Yeap. So today's been a drag. Well, practically everyday's been a drag. I live by everyday just waiting for the weekends. It's the only day where 5.30am isn't a torture. Currently watching American Idol and this lady from army went in and well, she was good so like d-uh she got in oh and she said that she loved Simon's personality. Anyhow, after she left Jewel was like, "It takes a boot camp to like Simon". Haha. Crap, I'm so tired right now! I have no idea why but I just am. Okay, I just realised that this post is so random and boy, there is no order or anything. Whatever. I'm tired, rmb? And omg, I SOOOOOO LOVE LA ROCCA!!! Indie rocks. Oh crap. Some god-knows-who lady on tv was talking about a list and I just realised that I forgot where I put my list!! The 'things I wish I'd known sooner' list. Haha. I wish I'd known where I put THAT sooner. I think I might have thrown it away. NO! Humph. It was funny and I like it and now its gone?! Today's just been a crappy day ... I don't even know why I'm blogging. Well, I guess it's to keep me awake. Oh, and I have guides tmr. Okay then ... since by being here I'm just pissing myself off and well, probably doing the same to those reading it. Haha ... cynical Simon. Okay, so I'm gonna make everybody happy by logging off. TOODLES.

2007-01-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hello 2007!!
Okay, I know it's been what, 9 days already but it's my first post since the new year so hence, the intro. Anyhow, c2's been much better compared to the first day of school so I'm not complaining. Besides, it all takes time (I hope) Anyhow, we haven't really been having much homework so that's good too. But seriously, it sucks big time not being with the goners! I mean, it's just so different ... I don't think any class would ever be like g1. I'm still in denial. Oh and guess who's birthday's coming up?! Yeap, yours truly! Heh. Actually, now it seems so weird 'cos I'll be having my IC and like I can do anything with it, right. It's just an extra burden to me 'cos I have to be making sure that I don't lose it. Oh and I'll be fifteen only. I wanna be sixteen so that I can watch NC-16 movies and oh boy, I can't wait to be eighteen! I mean, I'll get to watch stuff like underworld. But seriously, what so M-18 about that movie? Ohoh, they're showing it! I don't know when but I know they'll be showing it 'cos I watched them giving the preview of it. Channell 5's also showing Holes and people, if you haven't watched that movie, you're SERIOUSLY deprived, man! Nevermind, WATCH IT!! Okay, now let's talk about my new year's resolution. Okay, I don' mean to be those typical girls complaning about their weight but I seriously need to lose some. That's why I've planned to go jogging and oh, don't worry people 'cos I won't be stupid enough to starve myself. Oh and let's see ... hand in homework on time. Oh and DEFINITELY go for guides more often. I just HAVE TO. Also, practice the piano more often. I really need to especially 'cos I'll be taking my Grade 8 exam this November and that's just SCARY. Okay, right now it's already 10 in the night and I'm BUSHED. So, toodles! Goodnight!

2006-12-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

Current crazed song: Non-believer by La Rocca

Humph. This is SOOOO not fair. I don't like Leyton!!!! NOT. AT. ALL. But the arts are like so freaking nice!! Priya is mad because of this (I'm so mad that I'm even speaking in 3rd party!) SHEEEEEESH. There's even a vid for Leyton using the song Breathless!! I desperately needed to listen to the song and- pfffffffffffffffft. There it goes again. I mean, I guess at like Season 1 I was a totaly Leyton shipper but things changed. ARGH. This is so annoying!!!!! I hate this!!! Anyhow, cattling was pretty much the same as always. Oh and on Friday I'll be having a break. Thank god! I mean, I really needed one ... to buy presents and RELAX. 1-5 in the afternoon is like practically THE WHOLE DAY. Okay, its 7.40 and I'm bushed. Right now, I shall go have dinner and maybe watch the telly for a bit and then I'm off to bed! Toodles!

2006-12-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

Long time since my last update, huh? Anyhow, fanfiction's been such a dear to me today! All the fics are centering around Brucas!!! YAY!!! Sorry to all the leyton fans but seriously, I CANNOT STAND IT!!! Peyton was so much better off with Jake, really. Speaking of which, where the hell is that guy? Anyhow, today's been ... weird. Okay, I will not discuss about the stuff which happened today 'cos its just embarrassing. Yeap. Oh and I survived cattling for like what, 2 days?! Yayness. It's not that bad, really. Oh, and Friday's one was just the best I tell you. I mean like TWO people donated fifty dollars! That's just CRAZY!!! I mean how normal is it to just drop in that much money? Anyhow, on Thursday me and Mei met Kiki and Aida. Oh and did I mention that I was wearing a christmas hat and an apron which says: "I am a bell-ringer" when I'm given a bell to ring? Weird and freaky, I know. But the hat was cute :P Oh and thankfully no pictures were taken. Well, attempted ... but not successful. How great is that? Haha ... well, just for the record, these pictures would be used for blackmail in the future. So now you get the picture. Anyhow, yesterday I had piano and it wasn't that bad. Had fun but I had to use the stupid metronome. I mean, I can play that piece like faster than the speed she set the metronome at but that thing is SOOOO stressful!! 'Cos I have to be on beat with that godforsaken thing, my fingerings got pretty much messed up and she kept making me repeat it with the right fingerings and said that I was not patient. Then, I laughed. She's so cute ... sometimes she says the weirdest stuff. Her timings are just screwed. Oh and did I mention that once she told me to play more musically? How insulting is THAT? I mean, I wasn't THAT bad now, was I? Oh well, next week I'll be having cattling from Monday to Friday from 1 -5. God help me. But I'll be getting like 28 hours to help me in the CIP hours thingy. 5 points is A LOT to someone who currently has a pathetic amount of FOUR friggin' points and is in Sec 2. I'll so obviously NEVER EVER reach 25 points! I'll eat my flesh if I do. Speaking of which, I haven't had my dinner and it's what, 9.30 already? Unhealthy, I know ... but can't be helped. I mean, I had lunch at like 3 something in the afternoon. Anyhow ... I HAVE SOME GREAT NEWS!!! GUESS WHAT?!?! AMERICAN IDOL'S STARTING AGAIN!!!!!! I MEAN LIKE HOW GREAT IS THAT, RIGHT?!!! NOW THIS, IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! Yeap, can't wait! Anyhow, fanfiction's waiting so TOOODLES!!! Oh, and there's So You Think You Can Dance tomorrow!!! Danielle and Dmitri?! I GOT TO WATCH.

2006-12-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

i believe the faith will fill
didn't know their way back
so far away from home
but brother you're not alone

2006-12-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

First things first. Yes, I survived my camp and it wasn't THAT bad. Anyhow, WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH MARK?!?! I'm in complete denial.

From this:
"People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end"

To this:
"When all my dreams come true the one I want next to me, it's you"

"... and there's not a dry eye in the house tonight ..."

This is the part where you surrender

These are the things that I remember

2006-11-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

There seems to be a kind of order in the universe in the movement of the stars and in the turning of the earth and the changing of the seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own rights and feelings, mistaking the motives of others, and his own.
-Katherine Ann Porter

2006-11-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

OH NO!! I think I've lost it! I mean, it's been a long time since I last touched my books and now I feel like I've SO MUCH to do!! I have yet to start on Maths and Science let alone the other subjects!! Ahhhhhhhhh. Haha. I sound like my life revolves around being a nerd. Basically, I sound like Praba (haha, couldn't help it. It was too easy :P) Anyhow, tomorrow I'm gonna start! I'll be having tuition and I wanna do A Maths. Wanna get those Indices stuff into my head. Thinking about the Maths I'll be doing for the next two years makes me HAPPY! Oh and not to mention in JC. I looked through the booklet Praba got and H3 Maths was like practically screaming at me for its attention. Oh my ... how interesting! Ahhh ... I've been doing a little thinking about my career and now I'm at a loss. I have absolutely no idea of what I'm gonna be doing 10 years down the road. I mean, I wanna get a degree in Maths and everything ... but what JOB do I want? I've practically been fickle-minded about my career my whole life. I mean, as a toddler I wanted to become the yellow ranger in power rangers (DON'T ASK) and then soon wanted to be an infamous teacher. From then on ... archaeologist, doctor (specifically paediatrician), architect and well, the list goes on. Now I'm into being a pathologist and even a journalist ... reporter even. Sheeesh. I don't know where this will end up in. Haha, check back in let's say ... 10 years? Riiight. Alright now, instead of thinking about what's gonna happen to me 10 years down the road, let's try about ... in an hour and half? Piano lessons. Let me survive that one first. Until next time. Have fun!

2006-11-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna write you a letter
So much for the better
And if it goes my way
I'll have you running back to me

I'm a natural born forgetter
So much for the better
I can be romantic
I just got to try to be

Oh my, I LOVE Ty! Damn, he's one wonderful songwriter! Anyhow, NEW SKIN PEOPLE! Yeap. Finally something which caught my eye. I was like driving myself MAD in the process of getting a skin 'cos most of the skins are let's just say, not my type. And oh gosh, I feel some bad flu coming my way! *whines* I have a headache and am sneezing, oh and I also feel a sore throat coming on. Damn, this sucks. Okay, enough about that. ANTM!! WHOOOOOOOOOOPEEEEEE!!! Danielle, YOU GO GIRL!! Oh and JOANIE!! LOVE YOU TOO!! Yes, it was like the toughest decision. But, I'm proud of both of them!! Oh and So You Think You Can Dance!! OMG!!! Ivan and Allison were REALLY good. But, Nathalie and her dude weren't that god and they were'nt in the bottom 3! Booo-hoo. So, in the end, THAT dude left!! Haha, forgot his name. Oh and Dmitri was in the bottom 3 again!! But he's goooooood and he'll definitely go far! Damn, LOVED his solo. It was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. Okay, so nothing much happened today, actually. Just been lazing around and there was nothing much I could do 'cos I was feeling sick. Oh and getting my books on thursday! Woooots. Damn, I LOVE getting the textbooks and everything. It's gonna be THICK and JUICY! (note to readers: I AM NOT A DISTURBED CHILD. I REPEAT, I AM NOT A DISTURBED CHILD. I mean, who doesn't love new books, right?) Mhm. Okay, so right now I think I'll go watch some TV and spend the rest of my time the way I like so TOOODLES! Have fun!

Current song stuck inside my head: Last Christmas (ahhhhhhhhh :D)

2006-11-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

Someday we will fly,
Higher than the satellites,
Into a spacial paradise,
Where up is up and down is down,
And no one is around.

Okay, so currently I have a date to fulfill with Nikki and Aida ... and other people too. Oh, and I apprantly owe Nikki $7 'cos of our bet. But the bets were never really real right? Heh, anyways, I'll buy your chocs and treat you to lunch? (I know I OWE her, saying this makes it NICER) Haha, anyways, OMG!!! ANTM!!! FINALE!! TMR!!! OMG!! I simply cannot wait at all!! Whooopeee!!! Oh and boy do I love that song for the preview! Anyways, Quietdrive is just simply LOVE. Yeayea. Oh and I got tickets to go for the musical evening. Oh and Kiki just told me that the selling of the tickets are PATHETIC. Ahhh, sad. Anyways, I'm lucky 'cos I have a straight bus home from there so that's good. Currently reading fanfiction (as usual) I realised that one shots are nice too. Especially song fics. Okay, this is weird 'cos I suddenly feel like not writing anything. Pity. OMG! Oh and Songs In My Pocket is GOOOOD. Way to go Bethany! I just need to get that album when it's out in Singapore, man. No, I NEED to. Right so now that I'm not INTO the writing mood I guess I'll just leave ... back to fanfiction and drowning myself into Quietdrive. Ahhhhhh. TOOOOOOOODLES.

2006-11-18T11:54:00.000+08:00

If it is born in flames then we should let it burn,
Burn as brightly as we can.
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames,
Let it burn all the way down.
All the way down

Okay, so I got into the class I wanted. Oh god, somehow I'm ALWAYS doing the same things as Praba. SHEEESH. Anyways, 2007 sounds SCARY. Oh and being in Sec 3 sounds scary too. With the mock exams and everything. Ahh, the additional workload ... a different class. Well, at least some classes will have the same recess and I can eat with my fellow g1 people! Mhhhm. Oh, and I'm stuck with HMT for the rest of my seconday life. Joy. Oh god, I better do my homework properly and DO WELL for my exams. I want my average to be a B not a C or anything lower than that (think I can make it, Aish?) Anyways, now's the holidays so like who cares about next year, right? Well, not yet anyways. Let me now think about going out with Kiki and the rest of the goners. Yes, that would be great. Oh, and I like DC. Well, I never really paid much attention to them but I realised (like a few weeks ago) that they're GOOOOOD. Ahhh, good music is endless. Anyways, gonna get my books next weeek and the tuition begins. I know it weird but I actually can't wait! I mean, I'm gonna be doing Maths and Science. Ahhhhhhhh :D (okay, note this: I AM NOT NERDY/DORKY) Okay, so now let me continue with listening to good music to TOODLES!

2006-11-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

I've got a funny little feeling
my arms are shaking like a lightening rod, yeah
I cannonball right through the ceiling
and sink my teeth in till the feelings gone, yeah

OH MY DAMNED GOD! You will not believe this! I sat in front of the piano for like about 2 hours or MORE. And yes, playing that Bach piece! Woooots to PRIYA! SHE ROCKS!! Yipee! Heh. That lady is gonna be SURPRISED at my abilities, man. Muahaha. Anyways, I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. I'm currently feeling sore about it and something else. Argh. Oh and Praba wants me to give her's and Rubhinni's money for musical evening to some lady who is apparantly a teacher in school. Joy. Anyways, I'm off and oh, PRISON BREAK! Wentworth Miller, baby! Oh and Antwon Tanner ... damn, he's one funny dude. Oh, and I had a damned Paris Hilton songs stuck in my head yesterday. DON'T ask how, okay? Such TORTURE. But it's out now. YAY! Now I have Funny Little Feeling stuck again. But I'm not complaning 'cos I love jumping to that song and it like SOOOOOO beats Paris. Oh no, I actually have HER name on my blog?! Okay, something's wrong with me. I'll go sort myself out now so GOODBYE.

2006-11-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
Yes yes, FINE. I'm guilty of not going for guides. But, *cough* ;) Oh yea, tomorrow there's the posting thingy. Okay, why am I like the only one who doesn't care where I go to? Everyone I asked were ANXIOUS. I don't care where I go to, really. I mean, I studied, got my results and am content with it so I don't give a damn where I go to. Well, as long as it doesn't involve me taking Music or Art. Then, I'd rather die. Speaking of music ... my damned piano. ARGH. Stupid stupid lady. She makes me feel so guilty for not practising. Oh, and stupid Praba 'cos she says that my playing's horrible. *sticks out tongue at them* Oh, but Praba's finishing her 'O's today!! Yipeeee!! She won't be pestering me about whether she'd do well and she won't be studying so that means that she'll be active around the house!! Woooots. Oh, and no NO ONE can ask me to shut up 'cos she's studying!! Yay!! Oh no. I just realised that now it MIGHT be worst. She might be persteing me EVERY SECOND she's home on whether she's going to NJ or not. AHHH. I mean like D-UH that EVER-SO-SMART ass of a Praba will go to NJ. I told her that if she didn't I'll probably give up my consumption of YANYANs (p.s. that means that it's a D-UH thing) Yea, omg!!! TODAY!! PRISON BREAK!! Wooooooots! Wentworth Miller!! YIPEEEEEEE!!! Oh, and poor LJ!!! That asshole put LJ's prints on the murder weapon and blame the killings of his parents on HIM. But, in truth, they were the ones who did it. OMG. Stupid people! May they rot in hell for that. Oh, and that stupid Teabag guy ... I don't know his name but I THINK its something like that ... well, PRONOUNCED like that anyways. Yea, so hopefully he's fine! Oh, and LJ's a smartass! He took a picture of that asshole! You go man!! Oh, and let's talk about America's Next Top Model. Yes! Sara finally left! Oh, and stupid 'ol me went to find out who the winner was. I won't say who. Well, I could put spolier warning and say but people might still see it ... out of curiousity. Oh, and I can't put it in any specific color so yea. Well ... it's just SO UNEXPECTED. I mean, not really ... I love the one who won but I expected the runner-up to be the winner. Oh well. I need to get my wallet soon! AHHHH. Okay, DIEDIE by next week, I SHALL get it! Yeap. Oh and The Fray! Praba's getting it for me, I think. For my birthday, probably (stupid cheapskate twit) Haha, hope she doesn't see this! :P Okay, off for lunch!

2006-11-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

I just realised that I have LOADS of needs to be fulfilled (now we're talking albums alone) Hmmm, let's see ...

All-american Rejects- Their self-titled album, Same Girl, New Songs
Gavin DeGraw- Chariot
Jack's Mannequin- Everything In Transit
Jimmy Eat World- Futures, Bleed American, Clarity
John Mayer- Continuum
Nada Surf- The Weight Is A Gift
OTH Season 3 Music (currently not out yet)
OTH Season 1 Music (the one I have is not the ACTUAL one)
Plain White T's- Hey There Delilah
The Fray- How To Save A Life
The Get-Up Kids- Something To Write Home About
The Wreckers- Stand Still, Look Pretty
Yellowcard- Lights and Sounds (I know I'm not THAT of a YC person, but that particuliar album is just GOOOOOOOD)

Okay, that's all I can currently think of. Oh, and some random others like Lifehouse wouldn't hurt. Haha, oh and currently into Death Cab so, let's see how it goes, eh? Okay, that's like A LOT. Oh and unfortunately, it's still counting. Hey, but good music so like wdv, right? Okay, back to Fanfiction (yeah, baby!) TOOOODLES.

2006-11-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
Okay, apparantly my new version of blogger is available but like whatever. Okay, let's talk about my day. Joy. Today, I had to wake up at 7.30am, get ready in my cursed guides uniform oh and go to school. What a wonderful day. Yea, and it's like I was walking to the bus-stop and every friggin' vehicle on the road and twits on the pavement kept looking at me. SHEEESH. I'm like have you ever seen anyone in blue with a yellow scarf and REALLY white shoes? Okay, you know what, DON'T answer that. Yea so we had guides and I had lost my world badge! But, THANKFULLY Xuan had an extra (omg, life-saver) Yea, oh and I happily forgot my whistle. Yesterday night I was like digging through EVERYWHERE to find my damned white shoe, whistle and world badge. I was like snapping at everyone and was DRAINED by the time I either found it or got a replacement. Oh and today, I happily forgot to bring it. How annoyed do you think I felt? VERY. Oh but I met Paddy! Haha, I had forseen a bad day but she made it better! (Yay for her!) Anyways, today I realised that we are having a guides camp from the 1st to the 4th December. Can life get any better? Oh boy, oh and I'll probably gain a pound or two from it (how ironic eh?) WAHHHHH, I WANT MY MOMMY!! Ahhhhhhhhh, okay Priya, STOP BEING A BABY! You can do this! You have survived a holiday being sick oh and the AWFUL plane ride back home (it happened this year. I was having a sore throat or something like that so my ear were like REALLY painful after I took off the earphones and I really suffered a lot when we were landing and went I went to the doc he/she said that the outer layer or something had apparantly burst) If I could have survived that, I can survive this. Besides, I already survived one of it so 2 more to go! Crap. This sucks but, oh well. I'll survive! Oh, My Favourite Highway!!! Placebo's not too bad too! Haha, okay, back to doing whatever I was doing before this. TOOOOODLES!

Current song that's stuck in my head: Funny Little Feeling by Rock'N'Roll Soldiers

2006-11-06T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Okay, let me talk about the book I was reading until late yesterday (it's like at the friggin' CLIMAX, whaddya expected me to do?) Anyways, while reading it I was like crying and jumping around 'cos I was scared for what would happen to Amber and also couldn't wait for them to locate the place she was in (pool boy did without saying where she was) Anyways, they finally located where Amber was and saved her (read on to note why I wasn't so excited about it) Yea, so since they already figured pool boy's house they were looking through his house for evidences and went up to his room and saw the murderer's journal (long story cut short the murderer had written about all the murders and saved it onto a web browser and the police DID find out about it but couldn't get in 'cos it was locked with some password or something like that) Yea so they read it and realised something. Pool boy was, in a way, innocent 'cos he didn't commit all the crimes ... he did what is known as post-mortem violence. Yea and guess what, the actual murderer was AMBER. I mean, who knew that a seventeen-year-old girl could kill a fellow classmate, Crypt Girl (dancer in a bar) and Julia Harris (also a girl about Amber's age). Oh boy ... it's like I was SO happy that Amber was fine and when they found out who the actualy murderer was I was obviously shocked and no more excited ... more disgusted. Some of the journal writings were shown and ugh, I hated that girl that second. SHEEEEESH. Oh but Antwon was fine!! Thank god! Well, he sorta did what he wanted to do ... shoot Dante. It's fince as long as Dante's out of the story. Oh and, lo and behold, Kay was pregnant! I mean like who knew? AHHHH. So many questions left to be answered and then the book just ended. Whatever happened to Kay and Finn, Antwon in Dundalk, Amber being convicted, Maeve and her little thing going on and Ruben? Such a rushed ending! But I guess it's all up to the reader eh? The book was just like seriously, the best. It was engaging and I don't remember any of Michael Connolly's like that. Tha's really gotta be something 'cos I happen to worship Michael Connolly for his murder-mystery novels. Anyways, back to what I've been doing for today. Well, nothing actually ... reading another book and I can't wait to read 'The Secret Of The Rose'. Sounds good, doesn't it? It's about this girl who disguises herself as a guy to safe herself from something ... or something along the lines. Yea, remember watching a tad bit of a movie which sounds something like this. Anyways, currently in love with pianomen ... how NOT to be in love with those guys? Oh, the jazzy ones especially. Ahhh, getting memories of the 'jazz dudes' in American Idol (the last season) William Makar!! Oh, and the oh-so-wonderful Kevin!! (chicken little look-a-like) Ahhhhh, John Mayer's on now. Oh and Paddy, Waiting For The World To Change is the freaking best for me. Okay, watching So You think You Can Dance!! OH MY FREAKING GOD, RYAN!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!! And, OMG the first two performances are like KILLING!! GOOD STUFF. Okay, more awaits!!! Oh, and ANTM's on later! Ahhh, WONDERFUL MONDAYS!

2006-11-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
I'm like crossing my fingers and hoping that guides doesn't exist for the WHOLE of this holiday! Think that's likely to happen? No, but it's worth a try isn't it? Anyways, hmmmm ... what have I been up to? Well, not much actually ... been reading this book and I had my piano lessons on Saturday. Okay, I'm guilty of not practising at all. Damnit, seriously gotta do something about it. You might think that it's as easy as sitting in front of the damned piano and just practising but well, it's a lot more than that. It's going up to the piano, on my own accord, and really wanting to practise and become more fluent in the piece that I've been at for WEEKS. Seriously, by now I should like be more than fluent with it and I know that. Ahhh, fine. This week, no complaining and I AM gonna go practise. Yup, keep updated on how it works out! :P Yea, anyways, Prison Break's been a friggin' roller coaster. Next episode I should try breathing (DON'T ask. I mean, so much going on! What did ya expect me to do?) Oh my god , I practically CRIED my eyes off looking at the preview of next week's eppy. Poor kid, I just wanna hug him and tell him that everything's gonna be alright. Hell, I know it won't but he was like TERRIFIED. I mean, who wouldn't be if they saw their parents (well, mother and step-dad but that doesn't matter, right?) get friggin' KILLED with a damned gun. Well, I don't know 'bout ya'll but I'd most definitely pee in my pants. Anyways, how conveniently did his uncle too just go to jail like that, right? (But I'm not complaning, heh. Anything to see Wentworth Miller :P) Oh well, but it DOES suck not having anyone to run to. Oh boy, but he'd have to live, right? I mean, it's only like Season 1 and too many people can die right? AHHHH. Damn, the guy's good (referring to the brains behind this whole story) I mean, there's a friggin' Season 2 ... well, I'm not complaning but it's like HOW MUCH TIME IS NEEDED FOR 3 PEOPLE TO ESCAPE?!?! Well, Priya, it's not that easy 'cos it's not like running away from ... well, it's not easy running away from a prison (uhuh, that helped) Anyways, like I said before, I've been pre-occupied by a book and by the looks of it, I'm gonna be finishing it tonight. Yea ... I've been like practically SCREAMING at the detectives in the story the friggin' culprit. For pete's sake, POOL BOY!!!!!!! But they figured, and sadly, pool boy died (go figure) and now the whereabouts of his last/current/who the hell knows the status victim is unknown ... dead or alive? That's the question. Oh no. It'll be fine ... oh and Antwon, the ass! Ahhhhh. Oh, Fergie in OTH's REAL name is Antwon. Nice. Anyways, hopefully Amber is alive! If she isn't I'm sure to burn the book to the very last piece of paper. I mean, can't they have AT LEAST one person alive from the darned pool boy/serial killer?!?! But it's so damned sad 'cos Harrison WAS alive (well if you count the fact that she was on life support) But she died and she was young! She didn't deserve that ... hell, none of them did. Ahhh ... okay, better finish up the book and see if Amber is alive, Dante is locked up, Antwon is safe in foster care and putting that great brain of his in good use by going to school and Kay finding the courage move in with Finn. So long.

"Faith is believing when there's nothing else you can do"- OTH

2006-11-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Me and all my friends
We're all misunderstood
They say we stand for nothing
There's no way we ever could
Now we see everything is going wrong
With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it

So we keep waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

Its hard to be persistant
When we're standing at a distance
So we keep waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

Now if we had the power
To bring our neighbors home from war
They would've never missed a Christmas
No more ribbons on the door

When you trust your television
What you get is what you got
Cuz when when they own the information ooohhh,
They can bend it all they want

So while we're waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

It's not that we don't care
We just know that the part ain't fair
So we keep waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We're still waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

One day our generation
Is gonna rule the population
So we keep on waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

Know we keep on waiting (waiting)

We keep on waiting (waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
Waiting on the world to change
Waiting on the world to change
Waiting on the world to change.

AHHHH, MY MOST FAVOURITE SONG FROM JOHN MAYER.

2006-11-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Today has been yet another productive day! Riight, actually, come to think of it, it's been the first productive day in a LONG time. Well, studying for the exams was only productive for the fact that I was finishing up the syllabus for school. Today, I learnt lots of stuff that were interesting and I would really like to know more about these (hmmmmm ... maybe another visit to the library wouldn't hurt) Yea so I learnt about the stuff I did all because of the recent most book that I had read. It's called 'A Summer Of Kings' by Han Nolan. One part of the book talked about the time during the 1960s ... about discrimination in America. Also, about the march for racial segregation. Then I went on to wikipedia (my secondmost trusty search engine) and found out more about Martin Luther King Jr., Malcolm X and Elijjah Muhhamad. Oh and I never actually thought about Gandhi and his doings much but now I realised that he is a major role on nonviolence and stuff like that. Ahh, tomorrow I SHALL go to the library or something and maybe get more about it. Oh, and I'm currently wanting to read more of Shakespeare's work. Gonna go to the bookstore soon and buy some books on the plays to read. Oh and maybe during the holidays I shall start on the tarot cards thing which I've been fantasising for like forever. Oh my, this holiday's just gonna be great. I can feel it. Haha, okay 'nuff said. PRISONBREAK awaits! So, TOODLES!

[P.S. My, sometimes I scare myself at the way I think :P Yes, I AM GROWING UP, PRABA]

2006-10-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Okay, guess what?! Holidays have finally begun! But, I'm not really looking forward to it now 'cos the end of it marks the beginning of a new year without g1. Gosh, I mean is it ever possible to get a class like g1 anymore? But, oh well. Haha, had fun on friday at pasir ris! Hee. Didn't get lost this time! Oh and gosh, when I was going there, the mrt ride was like so damn friggin' LONG. Oh, and it was like CROWDED?! SHEEEEESH. But I reached the park safely in one piece and with Divar! God, I would have like totally lost my way if not for her man. Oh and I realised that when they said meet at McDonald's, they meant the one at Pasir Ris MRT not that one at Pasir Ris Park (well, they ain't any there but I thought there was) Ahhh, who knew? (apparantly eveyone else except yours truly) Oh, and me and Geff had fun riding the double bike! We like mastered it in like less than one minute?! PRIGEFF: the genius-es. Mhhhhhmmm. Though I don't really have fun at beaches, this was definitely the best class party ever. Well, the rest of the class parties were fun but this was different ... it was much more than just a class party. It was a farewell to being together again next year; in the same class. AHHHHH, THE GOOD 'OL TIMES. Oh and right after that, on Saturday, Geff left. God, I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH GEFF! Humph. I was stuck with piano lessons and the damned teacher was complaning that I didn't practise (well, what did I expect? I DID NOT practise after all :P) Oh, and there's this new movie coming up that looks good! It's called 'The Covenant'! I WANNA GO WATCH!! It better not be like Underworld and become M-18 okay?! I would be MAD. Ohoh, PRIYA'S GETTING HER TABLET BACK! Yupyup! At 3!!! (everybody say 'YAY!') And don't worry, not liquid within 5 meters of my beloved tablet. Oh, and yes, I WILL switch it off EVERYDAY and CLEAN it WITHOUT FAIL. God, I just wanna be able to touch it and use it again!! (you never know how attached you are to it until you don't have it for like a WEEEK! ahhh, the horror.) Oh, and Paddy thinks that Jimmy Eat World rocks too! YAY! Oh and Paddy, I let you listen to Nada Surf and you'll love it too! :P AHHHHH, Plain White T's!!! Oh, and Quietdrive's not too bad either! OH AND WHO COULD I FORGET THE INFAMOUS KIT-KAT WITH COOKIE DOUGH CHOC?! It's like mouth-watering goodness. AHHHHHHHHHH, GUARANTEED SATISFACTION. Heeeeh. Okay, gotta run now. TOODLES!

2006-10-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
Okay, last post (which I just deleted, by the way) is like WEIRD?! Well, so TOTALLY not ME! Haha, anyways, THE DAMNED YEAR ENDED ALREADY?! Oh no. Not good, is it? Well, today was like REALLY something! It's like the best day ever! Haha. Oh but sorta sucked 'cos I like had a headache (hence the inability to cry) Anyways, it was seriously something! (a DAMNED good something) Yea, so I TOTALLY LOVED KIKI'S PRESENT!! Oh, and not to forget GEFF!! Kiki, that was SO sweet of you!!! Just looking at it brings back like ALL the good memories we had of each other! Oh and GEFF!!! Whenever I listen to it, I'll think of you!! Haha. Well, I think that I'm in denial. I couldn't really feel much today because I was still thinking like it would be one of THOSE holidays where I'd come back to the warm G1 at the end of it! Sadly, I still think of it that way. I mean, it like seems SERIOUSLY impossible for us not to be together! It just feels so WRONG. Seriously. Well, people, same school eh? (makes me feel better) Don't EVER forget to acknowledge me okay? I'll like murder you when you're sleeping! Muahahaha. Anyways,

G1 '0506
IS LIKE THE BEST CLASS EVER!
let's keep the g1 spirit soaring high! :P

[p.s. CLASS OF THE YEAR 2006 IS LIKE 'D-UH'-LY 2G1!!!!!]

2006-10-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

CURRENT MOOD:
DEPRESSED AND SERIOUSLY SUICIDAL

2006-10-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

Come on and we'll sing, like we were free
Push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
Come on and we'll try, one last time
I'm off of the floor one more time to find you

2006-10-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

GEFF, YOU'RE ONE AND ONLY OH-SO-WONDERFUL PRIYA IS GONNA MISS YOU LOADS!!! <3

Anyways, today's been a day where I was HIGH! Haha. But I feel kinda bad. I love you Paddy! The note that I've written for you in my hands now! Heh. NEW LOVE! Mat Kearney rocks! Oh, and so does Gavin DeGraw and JIMMY EAT WORLD!!!! My beloveds! I'm like SOOOOO close to getting my first OTH DVD!! Yea, you go girl! Oh, and I need to get my THAT wallet, Geff THAT thing and Paddy THAT thing. Oh, and I'm gonna get myself a dreamcatcher! I was like supposed to buy it AGES ago but I haven't. Oh and today we had some freaking courses. One word says it all: B-O-R-I-N-G I mean, seriously, how in the freaking world are we supposed to be paying attention for like as long as FOREVER?!?! That's just like SO darned impossible. Yea, so that was basically it for today (sucks, I know) Anyways, I'm kinda scared for the results!!! I mean what if I did badly?! That's just gonna be hard to deal with. I don't wanna screw up and I seriously freaking hope that I don't! For once, I hope that I will do well enough to make myself content and hopefully not cry when I get the results! Well, as long as I don't do as badly as I did for the mid-yrs I think I might be fine. Feeling scared!!! I mean, what if I actually failed a subject?! Oh god. That's just too ... scary. I hope that I passed my tamil! I mean, I know that I like TOTALLY freaking suck at it but at least I hope that I can do well enough to pass and maybe even qualify for continuing taking it for Sec 3 and 4. I mean, seiously, I've had enough with this freaking rubbish okay. I wanna have NOTHING to do with tamil when I step out of Sec 4. That'll be just joy. Hell, I'll drink to that! Yea, so once again, I hope that I've done well! OH MY GOD!! Results are gonna be out! Now comes the time where I'll wish that I were studying for the exam instead of getting the results! AHHHHH. Heh, okay, gonna brood somemore about the results so I'll go off.

2006-10-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one last time
A song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live

2006-10-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Okay, so I've been a slob for the past two days and hey, it ain't that bad. I might wanna become a full-time slob. It's fun! Haha, anyways, I went out with my Mum! I might compliment her today for she's been a good girl. She went out of the shop when I told her straight off that I hated the clothes there. Now that's something 'cos she usually becomes the salesperson in the shop promoting the clothes that they have there. Yea, so the highlight of my day was that I GOT THE SESAME STREET BEDSHEEETS!!! I wanted the Little Mermaid one but I preferred the Sesame Street one. Heh. Yea, so it's like I could'nt find the Queen sized one for the one I wanted and the salesperson was like treating me like a 5 year old kid showing me the ones with the "dinos and flowers and oh, the teddy bear!" I was like being a rebel. Haha ... 'cos I REALLY wanted those!! I thought that they only had single-bed sheets for the Sesame Streets one but my Mum realised that they had one for our bed too! Haha, I was being such a brat but they were really cute! Like unresistably cute! Plus the rest were just like EWWWWWWWWW. Yea, so anyways, I'm tired so ... TOODLES.

[P.S. I'm gonna save for that OTH DVDs!! I DON'T CARE. Oh, and my Mum surprisingly was like fine with it when I told her that I'm gonna buy it! She offered to buy it for my 16th Birthday but I was like "NO WAY!!!". I want those and I want them ASAP! I DON'T CARE! I really love it okay. I really do!!!!!! NALEY, JEYTON, BRUCAS FOREVER! :D]

2006-10-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!

Yup, no more late-night studying or assessment doing. Oh, this rocks! Anyways, I'll be spending my time productively from now on. Reading fanfiction and watching movies and basically doing everything that I wanna do. I feel so high. Haha. AHHHHHHHH. I was thinking about the Sciene paper. I think I did REALLY badly. 'Cos I already got 2 MCQs wrong! And I'm a bloody idiot!! SHITSHITSHIT. Carbon monoxide is CO. Oh no. Okay, exams OVER. NO THINKING ABOUT IT!! Butbut, its hard. Ah, whatever it is, I hope that it doesn't turn out like the mid-years (which totally sucked, by the way) If it did, I'll hate myself for eternity. Okay, how did a like EXTREMELY happy entry become this DEPRESSING? AHHHHHHHHHHH. Sucks. Ok, Priya, DO NOT THINK ABOUT THE EXAMS! IT'S OVER AND YOU WOULD NOT HAVE ANSWERED IT ANY OTHER WAY IF YOU DID THE PAPER AGAIN SO JUST LEAVE IT. Yup, that's just what I'd do. Well ... what the HELL am I doing here?! Exams are over ... no more studying ... SO WHY AM I NOT AT FANFICTION?!?! TOODLES!

2006-10-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Okay, today HAS been a productive day! But, the thing is that its sorta going at a SLOWER pace than I had expected. Oh well. Anyways, had tuition just now and -POOF! I became a genius at the balancing equations thingy. YEA! Haha. Oh, and I'm like so happy 'cos I didn't have to go see my grandma! Only my sis and mum went because I was having tuition. THE JOY!! (as you can see, I sorta LOATHE them) Anyways, I was just flipping through the channels and I came upon the vasantham central channel and they were having some contest wdv. Yea so they had the sms chatting thing at the bottom of the screen and this was the message: "I love you hubby"-Ragu. I was like, OH MY GOD!! Haha, so scandalous. Ahh ... so I just started on my history and I keep telling myself that it's only 8 chapters (I suddenly feel very panicked and that numerical value makes me feel safe) But I'm like only at DIGESTION for Science!! I need to be at the sex chapters by tuesday!! (p.s. that's the puberty, contraceptives and STDs chapters) Oh, the easiest of these is contraceptives. Why am I talking about this? I don't know. So, anyways, I sorta am beginning to like Bach! Just like last week I was pissed at him for doing such a complicated and annoying piece but I listened to what the teacher was saying about the harmonies and hey, he's kinda cool. The piece is nice. HMMMMMMMMM. I shall go practise later. Yea, so anyways, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE EXAMS TO BE OVER!! Oh, but I have yet to study for History, Literature, Science and prepare for Art. Funny, those are the papers I have left. OH NO!! Toodles! Work awaits ... *sigh*

2006-09-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Before I start writing anything,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JOHN K AND ARAS!!!
SURVIVOR HASN'T BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS AND WHEREVER YOU ARE, I HOPE THAT YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!
To John K: I hope you're doing well in your modelling career. Haha.
To Aras: I hope that you're yoga thingy is getting you good enough money and I hope you have a house and oh, you better by paying your taxes!

Yea so anyways, today has been a fruitful day! I did lots and lots of revision for the final year. I started on Literature and the study group thing actually helped! Oh and I did history!! I'm so proud of myself! But, then again, today sucked TOTALLY 'cos of my cca records. PRIYA B.!! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU NOT GETTING ANY MARKS FOR PARTICIPATION IN CCA EVER AGAIN! IF THIS REPEATS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO WITH YOU! Ahhhhh, this sucks. Why can't I just go for guides all the time? Damnit. The darned consequences for not going for guides frequently. They said that the computer didn't record one term of attendance for the meetings so everyone ended up getting less than 50% for the attendace part. I know that I got more than 50% but I'm preety damn sure that its LESS that 75%. God. I'll have to be depending on my CIP hours. We plan on doing 6 hours of service at the library during the holidays EVERY WEEK. Sheeeesh. This sucks but I seriously wanna like get this over and done with soon enough. It is like BORING! Getting all the books in order. Ahh ... just think about how much of the stories in fanfiction I'd be missing!! Oh and I watched the Oprah Winfrey's show just now and it was sad, as usual. About the crisis in America how the students are not getting proper education. Teachers are supposed to be encouraging the students on their ambitions but one of the teachers actually said that the girl was so dumb when she mentioned that she wanted to be a plastic surgeon. It was like so sad! Oprah Winfrey's shows always leave me crying at the end. Anyways, I'm doing Literature now! Oh, 7 more days to the exams! Tamil's this Saturday. It is like my WEAKEST subject!!! 2 years ago, when I was in P6, my tamil was like my really good subject and I was always like the 2nd in class!! And I could speak properly!! But now I CAN'T!!! My cloze passage skills SUCK!! Also, we have summaries! I mean, seriously, my tamil is already horrible and how the hell am I supposed to be able to attempt the summary without like failing it? I just hope that I manage to pass my tamil! I haven't been failing but I'm always close to failing!! ARGH. I feel so useless in tamil. I mean I try so hard all the time but I end up failing all the time. I try to speak properly but I just can't and I don't know why and the teacher does not reognise my attempt but justs scolds me for not being fluent. SHEESH. I'm like, hey, I'm trying okay?! I feel kinda stupid 'cos even my Art and D&T is better than Tamil! I really wanna drop out of Higher Tamil next year but the thing is, if I continue, I don't have to BOTHER about it in JC. That's like the main reason why I'm still hanging on. Ahhhh. This just made me feel so stupid and I don't feel like studying anymore. Damn, sucks. Oh well ... just I'll go now.

2006-09-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hey!
God, now its like I HAVE NO LIFE! I'm like coming here TWICE everyday. Yea, anyways, I just realised that I devoted 8o% of my former post on Singapore Idol (well, even though it was expressing my disike for it) That kinda sucks. Oh well ... I realised what the song How To Save A Life means. IT'S SO TOUCHING! God, I nearly cried (erm ... not really actually) It's like sad. Haha, I sound so like weird. Okay, Priya, you gotta stop on the 'like's. Anyways, the lyrics are like meaningful (erm. I'm 'like'-ing again) I could seriously listen to this song over and over again. Okay, think I'm gonna watch America's Next Top Model! Good-night! Sleep tight! Don't let the bed bugs bite!

[P.S. If you don't know what this song it about: Its like one of THOSE songs where it can mean anything to anyone. My take on it is like a friend whom you're trying so hard to change (be it drugs or wdv) I JUST LOVE IT.]